Heartache........
Crixia's POV
Anu ba yan ang tagal naman ni Storm...
"Amm Maybe nauna na siya kasi baka may emergency kaya he didn't had the chance to say goodbye..."sabi ni Chris.
"Siguro....."malungkot kong tugon.
"Ammm Can I invite you for a...coffee?"sabi niya.
"Oh okay"sagot ko.
~****Coffee shop~
"Let me take you're order...just stay here...(ng akmang lalayo na siya,lumingin siya ulit)ammm what do you want anyway"tanong niya.
"Hahha Just get me a capuccino"sagot ko.
"Got it"sabi niya sabay chuckle at umorder.
Habang ginagala ko ang paningin ko sa paligid biglang naglaho ang mga ngiti ko sa labi dahil sa nahagip ng mga mata ko...
Di ko namamalayang umiiyak na pala ako...
Bakit?
Bakit Storm?
Kung kailan ako nahulog sayo ng lubusan saka mo ako di sasaluhin?....(alam ko namang hindi mo talaga ako sasaluhin kaya lang umasa ako eh....umasa ako!)
Bakit?????.......
Sa di ko malamang rason nakalapit na pala ako sa table nila....
Grabe ang saya nila.....Iba ang saya niya kung ako ang kasama niya....Hindi ganito....hindi ganito....
"S-storm..."nauutal kong tugon.
"L-lin...W-what a-are y-you d-doing h-here.....?"Nauutal niyang tanong tsaka tumayo sa kinauupuan nito.
"C-can w-we t-talk..(tinitigan ko siya)j-just give me a...m-minute I-i j-just n-need to t-tell you something..."sabi ko.Sabay punas ng luha ko.
"O-okay(sabay tingin nito kay Dez na inirapan lang ako)"sabi nito sabay hila sakin sa labas.
"What?.."tanong niya.
"I need you to answer each of my question..."diretsahan kong tugon.
"Okay"sabi nito at tumingin saakin.
"Is D-dez you're ex..?"and there my voice cracked.
"Y-yes she is my ex and...(tinitigan niya ako)We just get back together"masayang saad nito.
We just get back together...
We just get back together...
We just get back together...
Paulit-ulit yan sa kukute ko.Ang sakit grabe.....sobrang sakit.....
"O-oh hahaha (pekeng tawa ko)I am so happy for you..."sabi ko.
"Really?(masayang sambit nito)Then why are you crying then?"sabi nito.
Grabe Ang manhid mo....Storm....Ang manhid mo.....
"Tears of joy"ngiti ko.
"Oh haha...thank you"sabi nito.
"I guess I won't be your prom date anymore so......(I smile bitterly)"saad ko.
"Y-yeah ....(tinitigan niya ako at hinawakan ang kamay ko)S-sorry f-for-......"pinutol ko siya.
"I-its fine....really fine..."
"Ammm Storm...did you just use me...(tinitigan ko siya)to get Dez b-back?"saad ko.
At unti-unti siyang tamango.
Ang sakit.......Ginamit lang pala niya ako...
"Amm S-storm....I just need to tell you something.....(tinitigan ko siya)I-i L-love y-you.....so much"saad ko.
"W-what?"naguguluhang tanong niya.
"I love you ever since....I don't know why but...That is what I really feel.....It is fine if you won't ever love me back...the way that I am loving you....I just want to let you know...'coz I can't keep it anymore...I love you Storm....And because of that I am willing to let you go...(my voice cracked)As I saw you earlier....You'te way more happy when you are with her.....And seeing you happy...even though I am not the reason behind it...makes me happy too....S-storm....Please forget about this...I am not here to ruin anything...I just need a space...Space between us....So that I can move on....."I smiled bitterly ng masabi ko yun.
"O-okay"sagot niya.
"Thank you....Storm?..Can I get my last hug....last hug from yo-......"di ko pa natatapos ang sasabihin ko...
Yinakap na niya ako.
"Thank you....Lin.....Thank you for loving me.....But I am sorry if I can't love you back...(his voice cracked)"umiiyak siya habang binubulong ito.
"Please stop crying...I hate to see you crying like this.....I am sorry....sorry.....sorry"dugtong pa niya.
"Hey(between my sobs)I am fine....I will be fine.....(sabay kalas sa yakap niya)but i'll takes time.....Storm..."tinitigan ko siya.
"I-i n-need to go"sabi ko.
"Please be happy"dugtong ko pa.
"O-okay....Takecare..."halos pabulobg niyang saad.
"I will"saad ko at lumakad palayo.
Nang nakasakay na ako sa taxi...tinext ko muna si Cris na umuwi na ako.....marami pa siyang tinanong gaya ng bakit daw pero sa huli sumangayon rin siya.
Nang makarating ako sa bahay dumiretso agad ako sa kwarto ko baka makita nila mom ang namamaga kong mga mata....
At iniyak ko lahat........Lahat ng hinanakit ko..........
Lahat.......
Bago ko maipikit ang aking mga mata nasabi ko muna ang mga katagang nais kong sabihin kanina......
Goodbye......Storm....My love.........
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Storm's POV
Seeing her crying like that......Is killing me........
I only see her as a friend...nothing else nothing more.....
But why is it that...... when she said goodbye.....it hurts like hell.......but this is what I like right?......I whispered.
I should be happy right?.....because...finally,me and Dez are finally back ....But....What am I feeling?....
Maybe.....
I just don't want to lose her as my friend.......
The only words I can say is that........
Lin......
I am sorry..........
Itutuloy sa susunod na kabanata.......
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