Merthan

15

In the waiting room

Meredith POV:

We went to go and find James in the waiting room

"James.?"

"Nathan?" They hugged and caught up while i was just starring off into space i was brought back to reality when  heard nathan say 

" I heard you meredith"

"Aww Yes we have"

"Well I would like to say that she didnt know you were coming or even about you."

"Wow Nathan I feel the love" 

I got paged 911 from Karev

"I got to go Sorry I was nice offically meet you james and nathan we'll talk later..."

I found Karev to see what he needed

" I thought you said you transferred him?" He said pissed

"I thought I did too" I snapped back looking at the ER board where it listed stadler as a patient being admitted

"He cant know or get to Jo. So Get him out of here before he figures it out" He said walking away 

I decided to deal with paul later because i reached my eighty hour limit so i have to go home

I go home to find Nathan, James, Zola,Bailey, And Ellis in the living room

"Hey Mer"

"Hey... Why are the kids alseep its 8:30 their bedtime is 8:00"

"They had a lot of questions about James and why we looked alike and who he is and wouldnt go to sleep so I gave in a said they could stay up 30 minutes later" I rolled my eyes not in the mood to  agrue with him. 

I Put the kids to bed and Came back out to the living to see the James was gone

"Whered James go?"

"He went to his hotel, he said that he would come by to say bye in the morning before he goes to the airport" 

"Ok" I started going upstairs to our room when nathan stopped me

"Hey Mer what wrong?"

"Nothing" I said annoyed with him not want to talk about this. 

"Meredith Grey I know my wife and i know when something is wrong now tell me what it is?"

"Its just....Its..What if this was a mistake what if we rushed into marriage and all of this too fast i mean for god sakes  i hadnt even met your parents until our wedding day. I just feel like I dont know you. I mean I have already done the whole kids thing and white pickett fence thing. Then when  i thought I was pregnant you seem so happy. I cant give you what you want. I want to I really do but i dont know if i can" 

"Ok....Ok....Well what do you want to know? Ask me anything i will answer"