Is this a dream?

Chapter 28

I had been given the worst news ever and i didnt like it. I had performed for the president weeks ago and he was a very kind person and i could relax around him it was just my record deal. I had asked Tina to come over to my parents house as i was still to tell them aswell and as much as i wanted to i had to tell them all together,

Tina smiled at me when i opened the door and i gave her a light smile back and light kiss. We walked in the living room and we all sat down with eyes on me "okay so i got a call from Mark today about my record deal!" Mark was now my manager,

I cleared my throat a little "em... well i have to move to LA!" i said looking at the ground. I could feel the eyes on me and i couldnt look at them i had to stay strong "when?" Kate asked and i sighed "next week to get the ball rolling!" i said using what Mark had said,

"right well we have to be optamistic and think of the posatives!" my mum said as her voice cracked a little. I just nodded my head still not looking up at them,

"right i'll go make us coffee!" she said and left and i felt dad leave to. I dared to look up at Tina who was looking at me with tears in her eyes which hurt my heart. I didnt say anything as i took her hand and we walked to my car,

We got in and i drove us to the lake so we could talk, i didnt know what to say i just knew we had to talk.

We sat at the tree, cross-legged just plucking the grass not looking at each other "Jo..." she trailed of, with a sigh i looked up at her "i love you Tina but i really want this!" i said my voice breaking as i wanted to cry,

She took a sharp breath and looked away "you cant uproot everything, i wont let you, you have to think about Olive!" i said and she nodded "but i love you!" she said and i nodded "and i love you to princess but i wont let you leave everything for me, im not going to be that selfish!" i said and she looked at me,

"please..." she begged, i cupped her cheek "no im not letting you!" i said. I kissed her lightly for one last time "i love you so much Tina!" i said as tears streamed down both our faces "i love you to Jo, i always will!" she said and i nodded,

I drove her home and we just stared at her house "i guess this is goodbye!" she chocked out and i sniffed "bye Tina, wish Olive luck!" i said and she nodded "bye Jo, good luck with everything!" she said and i hugged her,

"bye Tina!" i said and kised her cheek. She got out of the car and walked up to her door. She opened it and tuyrned to me, she gave me a light smile and walked in shutting the door behind her. With tears pouring down my cheeks i drove of.

To be continued....