I woke up in Tina's arms and her warmth almost made me go back to sleep if i hadnt remembered it was the finals today and that got me wide awake. Tina stirred and kissed my forehead "morning!" she said in a cute grogily way and i smiled,
"morning sweetie!" i said and cuddeled into her "we should get you up!" she said poking my ribs lightly and i laughed "yeah guess i should!" i said as i stretched. We got up and i made us some pancakes while Tina got Olive up,
They both came down looking tired and i smiled at the sight "aww!" i said and kissed Tina's forehead and she grunted "we finally realised were up at seven on a Satyurday!" i said and she glared at me making me laugh slightly,
"so dead!" she said and i smiled "you love me to much to kill me!" i said and she smiled and kissed me lightly. I gave them there chocolate chip pancakes and we ate with light conversation,
When it came to ten o clock i had to leave for the TV studio, Tina surprised me in saying her and her sister had tickets for tonights show and Olive was staying at a friends so she could see me play "i love you!" i said kissing her lightly before i left,
I drove to the studio and i had to go through all the sound checks and lighting and it took longer before as there was a bigger crowd tonight. I got into wardrobe and the lady just stared at me thinking before she looked at me as if a light bgulb went off,
I looked at myself in the mirror, it isnt something i would go for but it suits me. I was in some black skinny jeans, a grey t shirt, a black leather jacket and black converse.
I went to make-up where i was given a light amount as i didnt need it apparently, i just never wore it before. Again the crew man came and told me it was my turn and i followed him to the stage,
As it was the final we had to produce two songs and they suggest an up-beat one and a more slow and powerfull one. It didnt take me long to write them as i knew what to expect.
I didnt have my guiter or anything for this one just me on the stage and i felt exposed slightly,
I thought love was
Only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else
But not for me
Love was out to get to me
That's the way it seems
Disappointment haunted
All my dreams
And then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believer
I couldn't leave her
If I tried
I thought love was
More or less a given thing
But the more I gave the less
I got, oh yeah
What's the use in trying
All you get is pain
When I wanted sunshine
I got rain
And then I saw her face
YOU ARE READING
Is this a dream?
RomantizmJo isn't a normal eighteen your old girl in any ones eyes. Her parents and gran died when she was just twelve years old, minutes after she told them she was gay and it didn't go down well with them. As a result she has commitment issues in relations...