I can't break up with him Shawn, i love him and if you loved me, you would understand that.
There is no love between you two.
You should've heard him talking about you.
I was so close to fucking kill him and you defend him saying you love him.
That's stupid, Selina. That's fucking stupid.
You're being stupid right now, Shawn. Why would he talk shit about me. He treats me like a princess.
BECAUSE HE WANTS SEX GOD DAMN
Are you really this blind?
And do you really think he treats you better? If he treats you like a fucking princess, what did I do? And don't say I was shit, you were the one who stopped talking to me.
And now you are the one ruining our friendship.
I already ruined it when I kissed you, thinking that you would feel the same way. I'm trying to save the last pieces of us.
Tell me that you are happy and I'll stop talking to you. I won't message you, I'll leave you with your boyfriend. But then it's over. We won't talk again and I don't want you to come back for me, when you realize how shitty your new guy is.
I'm happy.
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