Selina P.o.V.
Five days passed since Shawn left my house. Five days and I couldn't stop thinking about him. I missed him and I needed him to stop by to realize that. I messed it up with him and I know that. I loved Daniel, I really did but Shawn has been my best friend for such a long time and I blocked him after we kissed. I was such an idiot. Shawn wouldn't come back, I knew him. He was so angry and I haven't noticed that. I wished I could turn back time and go after him. As his best friend I should've been there instead of blocking him out of my life. I was disappointed in myself.
"Earth to Selina", my mothers hands appeared in front of my face and I shrieked.
"God damn, mom!", I breathed. She shook her head and laughed at me. Grumbling, I sat up and continued to eat the noodles we had to dinner. My dad already left the table. I didn't even notice that. I was so fucked up by Shawn again. I sighed and ate up.
"It was good, thanks mom. Can I go upstairs?", I smiled lightly at her. She nodded and looked at me.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
I shook my head.
"No...it's something between me and Shawn, I'll fix it." I didn't believe myself but that was what I wanted the most in my life right now.
