Shawns P.o.V.
"I can't do this anymore, I fucking miss her", I told Brian. "You know I love you, but this is totally your fault and you have to get it right. I can't really help you, Shawn. I don't know her and I don't think I'm able to tell you what you need to do. Listen to your heart", he answered and looked at me. I smiled a little and nodded slowly. "It's been two months now, she didn't just block my number, she blocked me on all social media accounts and went private. I just want to hug her and get it right. I fucked up so badly", I sighed and laid down. "Maybe I should do a video and tell the fans to leave her alone and tell her what I feel. But maybe she doesn't even watch my videos on youtube anymore. Maybe she really hates me now."
"Don't be so negative, mate", Brian started: "if life gives you lemons, make lemonade!"
I started laughing. That was exactly what I just needed. My best friend and his awesome quotes and jokes. "Go and get her back, if you care for her as much as you're trying to tell me." I nodded and stood up. "That's what I'm going to do now", I took my phone and called my manager while I packed some stuff laying all around the hotel room. I, of course, packed only the most important stuff like my charger and the necklace I got for Selina before she blocked me. Toothbrush and paste, fresh boxers and another shirt. As soon as my manager answered the call, I waved Brian good bye and left the hotel room as fast as I could.
"I need a few days off, Andrew."
