Angel Barnes wasn't your average 17 year old girl living in Vaniville Town. What you might not know is she was infact raised by Pokémon. How you may ask? Well, let's say she hasn't had the greatest life.
Not only was she born an only child, but...
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(Angel's Pov)
After me and Clemont finally confessed our feelings for each other, my pokemon and I made sure we were all okay while Clemont and the others made sure I was okay...I mean thankfully nothing was broken but I'm sure I'd be off my feet and not using my hands for a while.
When that moment was finally over, Clemont helped me up while the others grabbed my shopping bags that were not only scattered all over the place but dirty which was a bummer seeing as I would need to wash them but at least I'd have cute clothes so I guess I can't complain too much.
But I also relieved that not only I confessed my feelings for Clemont but he felt the same way...I felt...Happy...the happiest I've felt in...well, forever I guess. Sure, my pokemon and guardians made me happy but after you live in isolation for so long having no people, no humans, no friends, family...nothing...you tend to feel...empty inside...
I've been abandoned by everyone who were supposed to love and take care of me. I was happy enough to find a new family with my Pokemon Guardians and my pokemon but it's a whole new feeling when it comes to that...there has been a hole in my heart, a void that needed to be filled with something...with someone...
Growing up and believing that I was never loved and everyone I'd ever come into contact with would eventually abandon me not only hurts mentally and emotionally but physically too. My heart would ache for days, my stomach would hurt so bad that I could vomit despite me not feeling well enough to eat anything...I would cry and cry and cry till I passed out from exhaustion because I was so sad, so hurt and alone...
My pokemon and Guardians would surround me and keep me warm till I fell asleep. I don't mean to be sad and I don't mean to make my Guardians or pokemon sad either but growing up how I did and living alone for so long takes such a toll on your mind and your heart...Never did I ever think that meeting people...meeting this people would change me so much...Liking Clemont so much that I could actually be happy, feel happy...and just be happy ya know?
Sure, all those fears, worries and anxieties are still there and Clemont doesn't know my life or my story about how or why I was raised by pokemon, I'm sure he's curious but he's been so sweet and so kind enough to me than to ask...I mean he's helped me when I cried or when it was hard to sleep...He barely knows me and yet he feels the same way? It's all so hard to believe ya know?
But I know that whatever happens, then I'm sure we can all figure it out...and if my Guardians were here right now I'm sure and hope that they are proud of me. I have friends, a new boyfriend...I felt like as long as I have them and my pokemon then things would be okay...
I haven't felt like this ever and the feelings are so exciting, so new, so overwhelming...for a moment...even for a moment I felt like in all those years I was abandoned, I didn't think nor remember any of it...Like it all disappeared ya know? I know that's not true but man it was so relieving to feel happiness again...to think I could ever truly feel it again...
