The Taste of Sin // TaeKook

~six~

BEFORE

It's been a week since that kiss me and Taehyung had shared. Well it was more forced on him and of course, I felt awful so what did I do? I avoided him. We've had two group therapy sessions since that day and both times Taehyung would constantly look towards me and whenever he would try talking to me I would avoid him. I hated it because I could practically feel the sad look Taehyung was giving me, but what I did was bad and if I continued interacting with him I knew I would do something I would regret.

I sit on my cleaned off couch that Hoseok and I had managed to clean off last night. It was mainly Hoseok because my head was somewhere else and I could remember his constant whining at me just standing around. I stare off into space with my fist under my chin as I am lost in my thoughts. A lot has been going through mine and it honestly made my head hurt. I jump as the door opens and in comes Hoseok and before he can speak I can already assume what he wants as it is Thursday. "Session is today you coming or what."

"Why bother?" I ask as I stood and move to the kitchen to get myself a bottle of water. 

"If this is because of Taehyung then you need to stop whatever reason you're ignoring him. He asks me about you." He said

I look to him almost in interest but I hold back anything else. Hoseok can see through me and he grabs my jacket and chucks it at my face. "Get up we're going." He said before he moved to the door.

I finally gave in before standing up and grabbing my jacket. I stare at it as I hold it in my grasp as if I am trying to stall and find some way to excuse myself and not go. I feel a hand on my shoulder which made me slowly look up to Hoseok. "What if he hates me?" I ask

Hoseok rolled his eyes before he forced me to begin to put my jacket on. "He does NOT hate you. How many times do I have to remind you how he has been constantly asking if you were okay." He said watching me slip my jacket on. "Just talk to him or imma do something about it." He said raising his eyebrow before he led the way. 

I could only huff before I followed him. "Whatever you say hyung," I mumble before shuffling my feet behind him.

+ + +

I, of course, could not bring myself to talk to Taehyung and I hated it. I knew how much he wanted me to at least spare a glance at how much he was staring. I could also hear how distracted he was and it came to the point that he had dismissed the group session early, which I instantly went to the table with water available. It didn't take long before I could feel him right next to me and I kept my look down at my cup.

"Will you please talk to me." He said softly. I stood still before I bit my lip and looked up but not even looking at him. The way he sounded made my heart break I hated making him like that. I heard him sigh after a while before he spoke again. "Well...I am going to talk to everyone else, but I want to meet in the chapel in ten minutes. Maybe we can fix this tension." He said as he stood there for a moment longer allowing the silence to linger. He then walked off and when I knew it was okay I looked at him when his back was to me. He was right, so I looked to the clock and then to Hoseok who was talking to the other guy who was new the same day I was, Yoongi I think it was.

I walk over and quickly interrupt which I could tell lowkey irritated Hoseok but I spoke anyway. "I'm gonna go do something and probs won't be done for a while, so you can leave whenever and I'll just walk." I say.