~seventeen~

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Hey so uh this chapter mentions suicidal tendencies and triggering situations. Pls read at your own risk xx

AFTER

"Why the fuck...would you punch a god damn wall." Jimin asked as he worriedly treats at my bruised and bloody knuckles. "Haven't we talked about controlling our anger."

I huff at his motherly tone as I watch him dab the knuckles with alcohol, making me wince every now and then. "I saw Mr. Kim." I said simply. He looked at me with a frown and sighed before moving to grab the bandages.

"Jungkook I don't understand, why do you feel this way towards him. Does it have to do with that night?" He asked. I gave him a worried look and bit my lip as my eyes casted down. I wanted to tell him so bad, I wanted him to know what happened that night but even thinking about it made me want to block it out. As I'm thinking I hear Jimin sigh and he makes me look up into his eyes by grabbing my face.

"Kookie...I want to know the truth. I want to know so I can help you." He said softly.

I want to help...

I stare at him before I sigh and look down. I knew this was something I had to do.

"Okay...I'll tell you."

And so I did...

BEFORE

I walk out with my hands shoved in my pockets as I look up to Taehyung's house. I notice all the lights were off, but Taehyung's. I smile and hurry off silently to the back. I stop and look up to the room that had a light on. I look around before I find a ladder against the house before I run over and climbing up.

I notice the window is already open so I easily open the window and hop in, but he wasn't there. I frown and look around before I find a note on the desk. I go over to open it and my eyes widen seeing the writing.

I'm sorry Jungkook

I need to do this.

Do not come looking for me

- Tae

My heart began racing.

Do what?

What thing did he have to do? I have to think where he would possibly go and my mind can only think one place. I sigh and hop out of the room before I race off to my car. I needed to go before it was too late.

As I hop in my car I call Hoseok, he was the only one I could think of to maybe calm me down in a situation like this. When he didn't answer I let out a shout and threw my phone to the passenger seat before I sped off. I had to focus on Taehyung.

I couldn't let him, a man who literally couldn't even hurt a fly, do something so terrible. I already knew it was something terrible. So my focus was getting to where I needed to be even though it resulted in me speeding.

Luckily I made it to the church without dealing with the police and I noticed the front door was open. My eyes widened, he was here. I sprinted inside and I heard sobbing and I knew it belonged to Taehyung. I found a light switch and turned it on for the room and I turned to see Taehyung sitting on a pew, with a gun.

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