The Taste of Sin // TaeKook

~prologue~

AFTER

Thunder rumbles around me as I have my umbrella above me. The rain hits slowly and I am able to keep myself dry as I stare at the funeral service ahead of me. Everyone is crying but me...I manage to keep a straight face. Even though it's hard because the man who is in this funeral was one that I loved.

I look up to see the family and I clench my jaw when I only see the mother crying. The father only stood stone faced and frankly it looked as if he was a tad bored. This was his fault how could he not have felt at least a tad guilty.

I roll my eyes and focus back on the ceremony. I look to the closed casket and watch as the preacher says a last prayer. I'm not very religious but I bow my head in respect anyway. Because I cared about the man in the casket.

When the service finished I stood there with the umbrella still above me and only glanced at the people that had walked by as I wanted to stay with him as long as I could. When I was basically the only one there I can't take it anymore and I feel a single tear roll down my cheek. It hurts, it hurts so much to have lost him and if I maybe stood up for him I could have saved him.

As I am lost in my thoughts a hand is placed on my shoulder and I turn to see him, the one responsible. "Thank you for attending Taehyung's funeral Jungkook..." He said

I stare at the man as if he is the most disgusting creature on earth. And he is, he made Taehyung go that low that he was now at his own funeral about to be buried deep underneath. I keep myself together though and I lick my chapped lips before looking to the casket. "I did love him...so I had to."

His father gave a mild look of disgust. Of course he didn't approve of any of it, which was the reason of this whole thing. "He would have enjoyed it." He said before he stepped away and walked over to his wife who was waiting for him to come back.

I watched him and now felt even more sad. Kim Taehyung didn't deserve any of this. He deserved so much more, as I walk back to my car I try to hold it in. Of course I'm still tearing up because it's hard to contain myself.

Once in my car and settled I look to my rearview mirror and the cross that was dangling from it makes me lose it. I start sobbing and lay my head on the steering wheel. My vision is blurry as I gasp wet sobs as all I can think about is him.

Taehyung was of course one of the most beautiful disasters that I have ever met. And the story of how we first met and how he gave me the most wonderful feelings in the world makes my heart hurt even more...

A/N well...now ya know whose gonna die. Sorry. Xx

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