My Miracle

To Be or Not To Be

Ally pov

I have been thinking a lot about Zach lately and Ivan. I haven't been myself. I even blew him off after my mom called I turned around and went home instead of going to see him. So when Bella and Courtney got home they found me crying, watching tv, eating ice cream, and decide to join me. 

I needed to clear my head all I could think abut was Ivan and Zach. My mom made me compare my relationship with them and frankly they were some what similar. Ivan and my relationship was supposed to last forever,  we were the power couple of all power couples. Our parents were best of friends, our little sisters were inseparable and our best friends were dating. Everything was perfect. We were homecoming queen and king 2 years in a row and I was fully convinced I was in love. 

But as soon as it became perfect it was just not. Ivan and I were fighting because we got to graduate early and he didn't want to leave his friends. I thought he was crazy because we finally got to leave the dreaded jail they call school. He applied to MIT and GOT IN. I mean come on who  wouldn't want to leave and go there. I was planning on going to a fashion school in Massachusetts. I was so into the arts and fashion was my thing. 

He then went on to tell me that I have no friends outside of the immersion. I then freaked out and kicked him out of my house. He then spent a month pretending that he still loved me but he planned out a whole scheme with our friends. He told the whole school he was going to dump me but every time he went to do it he chickened out. So then 3 days after Christmas he sent me a text telling me that our dreams and careers were taking us in different directions. I was in shock. You would think that after you plan out your future and fully commit to a relationship the other person would have the decency to say good bye in person. 

Then all of a sudden things were looking up, I realized that I was still a strong independent young women and I didn't need him. Once I got the gig with the modeling agency I decided to take it. My friends and family were on bored. I decided to leave with out saying good bye and not looking back. I needed to make sure this wouldn't happen with Zach because I wasn't sure that my heart could take being as broken as it was. 

Then I remember, my friends told me some suspicious things about Zach and his ex so if I were going to open up to him he was going to do the same. But who knows he could be totally different than Ivan and everything that I believed him to be.  

*Time jump one month*

I decided to go to his house to see him. Once I got there I found Riley, Eden, Bryce, and Kevin talking to the boys. Over the three months that you had been in LA you and the boys had become really close. Jonah and Corbyn had become my big brothers, Jack had become my little brother, and Daniel had become my best friend.

Ally: hey guys whats going on?

Eden: Ally! we just had to make sure you were ok you didn't seem to be yourself the past couple of weeks and we had to know if it had something to do with Zach.

Ally: well I mean kinda, but you guys all have to leave I have to Zach alone. 

I didn't want Zach to know I had been broken, I didn't want to know about his ex. But if these things were going to be a problem for our relationship in the future I figured it was better to get threw them now. So here it goes, walking into his room. The moment of truth, to be or not to be?