Ally's pov
I woke up this morning and everything was great, except that last night Zach and I had a bit of a heated conversation and he ended up sleeping on the couch. I don't know why he's making such a big deal out of this. But I'm getting ahead of myself. Here's how it all went down.
I decided that I didn't need that glass of water and I went back to Zach's room pretending I didn't see anything. Instead I found a gatorade in my bag from Jimmy Johns and "spilled it on the floor" as Zach walked in...
Ally: oh Zach hey can I use that towel? I spilled the gatorade on accident.
Zach:...yeah...here you go
Ally: thanks.
As I unfolded the towel the condom fell out of the towel and landed right next to me. I was shocked, he didn't do anything to hide it or deny it, what was he planning. He picked me up by my waist and threw me on the bed straddling me. I shoved him off and looked at him frustratedly.
Ally: Zach what the heck!
Zach: what!?
Ally: Zach you know I'm not ready.
Zach: common I can teach you.
Ally: Zach no, I don't know what sex means to you but it means full commitment and it means love and I know I love you but sharing MY body in that way is not something I am going to be forced into. I want it to be something special and I want it to be memorable. But to you it just seems like another hook up.
Zach: are you kidding me!? Is that really what you think?
Ally: look I know that you're not a virgin but how many other girls have you done it with.
Zach: one and it was a complete mistake.
Ally: Zach, I just-
Zach: so you still don't trust me!!?
Ally: of course I trust you its just that-
Zach: save it, god I thought you moving in would be a great thing. To spend as much time as physically possible with you. To see how it would be like when we're married. But if its going to be like this! With no love or trust then I'm out.
Ally: so what! Huh! A year of forever and one fight you're just going to give up. Wheres the Zach that would fight for me, wheres that Zach that was ok for waiting for me?
Zach: HE'S STANDING RIGHT HERE! Ok I'm still the same person. But I'm tired of this being a one way street. I want it to be 50-50 not me bending for you and you not doing anything for me.
Ally: Zach! I went on tour with you I dropped everything that was going on in LA for you. Ok, I just moved out of my apartment, started an argument and lost my two best friends FOR YOU. And now I'm here instead of walking away again for you.
Zach: and thats just it, you've walked away before.
Ally: BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WERE CHEATING ON ME!!!
Zach: well I wasn't was I, and you're right I did fight for you, now its your turn.
Ally: Zach I'm not changing my mind I'm not ready.
Zach: why, why aren't you ready?
Ally: I don't know!!
Zach: well until you figure it out, ill be sleeping down stairs.
Ally: seriously I can't sleep with you until I agree to sleep with you.
Zach didn't even turn back to look at me. He took a pillow and a blanket and went down stairs. I walked down after him but he just started screaming at me. I walked back upstairs to avoid waking the boys. It was only 11 so I called Eden. She said she was still up and Daniel was ready for a party so they headed over. When they walked through the door Zach was already asleep and they didn't want to wake him so they chated for a bit and left. I told them why he was sleeping on the couch and they said he'd come around. Daniel even helped me move him up to the bed room. I snuggled in with him and fell asleep. Today I woke up early to make him breakfast and try to make up with him. Zach walked down and he looked happy and mad.
Ally: hows my baby doing!! ( I said in a way that you would talk to a baby or a dog)
Zach: he's grumpy and hungry
Ally: good thing I can help with that
Zach: Al, come here
Ally: whats up??
Zach: it was really wrong of me to freak out like that. I should wait until you're ready, and sleeping on the couch was a little dramatic but I guess I just love you so much that I wanted to prove that even further and I went too far. You're the only girl for me, and Im going to spend the rest of my life with you. Can you forgive me?
Ally: of corse I can forgive you. Just wait a little longer, I think I'm ready I'm just scared and I don't know how to.
Next thing I know I kiss him and he's kissing my neck. I jump, wrapping my arms around his waist, he carries me up to our bedroom and the rest is history.
A/N: super sorry this one was really short (and kinda dirt) (I'm a child of Jesus I swear) but I'm having major writers block and need to take some time to work it out. Comment below if I should make it a lot longer or if I should wrap this book up and start another?
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My Miracle
General FictionMy name is Ally Delphi. I'm 16 and I moved to LA to live with my best friends Courtney and Bella. I'm pursuing my dream and was offered a modeling gig. On my first day there I went to jimmy John's and a boy with beautiful brown eyes knocked me over...