My Miracle

Find Our Way Back

Ally's pov

I've made up my mind. You're leaving without me.

24 hours earlier

 Can I really trust him. Like ever since we got back together things have been great but girls have started publicly hitting on him. Like when we were in the airport 2 girls asked for his number, when we went out for dinner that night with my mom a waitress said he was hot, and this morning at my favorite hometown cafe a girl said he was cute stuff. I mean come on, I get that people thought he was available, because he was, but now he's not. And we have publicly addressed that we are back together. I keep getting thoughts in the back of my head that he might break my heart again. I know it wasn't his fault but I will never forget that feeling. thousands of girls want him and he could get thousands of girls. I need to talk to him about this or at least someone. Anna hasn't really been a problem she is never around and her mom moved out. They got their own place around the block but I think that my dad has a thing for Tracey. Ryan still hasn't woken up. Zach has sat with me in the hospital for hours but I know it isn't any fun for him so we are going out today. I decided to take him to Fredrick Meijer Gardens a place right near my house that is a lot of fun. There are sculptures and stuff but they also have Butterflies and a super cool playground. They have specific gardens my favorites are the farm and the Japanese Gardens. We run around on the playground and there is a park with mini boats and I water fountain shaped like the Great Lakes so by the end of the day we're both soaking wet. Zach took really cool pictures of the butterflies and a few with them on my head. After that we went to the local cafe to meet up with some of my friends that are home for the holidays. I walk into Forest Hills Food and it's exactly like I remember it. Theres a Starbucks and a sitting area where we used to do our homework. I see some of my best friends. Carly, Tia, Ed, Derrick, Mitchel, and someone that I haven't seen before. She said her name was Sam and he was waiting for her boyfriend that claimed to be our friend. But the whole group was here, we weren't missing anybody from our high school/middle school days. All of a sudden, a boy walks over. He came in kinda quickly to give Sam a slight kiss on the cheek and sit in between Ed and Sam. OhMyGoodness. It's Ivan, he hasn't changed at all. I'm really glad that he has found someone and is over me. But I've shown Zach pictures of Ivan and he seemed pretty tense so I grabbed his hand when Ivan looked at us just to prove that I love him. I gave it a little squeeze and smiled at Zach. We just sat there and laughed and had a good time until we all had to leave and Ivan pulled me aside. 

Ivan: Ally I haven't seen you in a long time, at least not in person.

Ally: what do you mean.

Ivan: well I have seen you in covers of magazines and stuff.

Ally: oh yeah thanks 

Ivan: I'm really happy that you're pursuing your dreams.

Ally: thank you, and I'm so proud of you for going to school

Ivan: thanks that's where I met Sam.

Ally: Sam is so awesome, I'm so happy for you two.

Ivan: thanks, but I don't love Sam. Ally I made a terrible mistake and I have thought over this last year that I need you back. 

Ally: Ivan I can't

Ivan: Oh c'mon are you really going to choose that guy over me.

Ally: yes I am, and that "guy" is the love of my life.

Ivan: you said that about me a year ago.

Ally: thats because a year ago I didn't know that my life had more meaning than that. I deserve so much better than this. and Zach makes me so happy. if you truly love me you'll want me to be happy.