My Miracle

This is It

Ally's pov

Ally: Jonah I'm being serious just tell me!!

Jonah: Ally are you sure you want to hear this.

Ally: yes I'm positive.

Jonah: ok then... He kissed a back up dancer.

Ally: What??!

Jonah: Ally I'm really sorry, I know everything that you've been through and I know that this hurts, what can I do to make this better.

Ally: well you can take over making these amazing pancakes and tell the girls that they can find me at home. Make sure they understand and make sure Zach doesn't get any pancakes. I can't hate him and I will forever love him, those are things I can't control but I can control whether he gets my food or not.

Jonah: Ally please—

Ally: Jo I need space, please just give this to me.

I walk out with my stuff and I don't look back. Its now 11ish so the boys are probably up. Corbyn texts me.

Text message

Corbyn: hey I heard word for word what Jonah told you and you didn't hear the full story please come by the house so Zach can explain.

Ally: why can't he explain him self or text me himself?

Corbyn: he was afraid you wouldn't answer.

Ally: smart move because I wouldn't.

Corbyn: Ally please we want you to come home.

Ally: no.

Corbyn: what Jonah told you was a mistake he shouldn't have worded it like that.

Ally: and how would you have worded it??

Corbyn: I have to go but we are not done with this conversation.

Ally: yes, I think we are.

I end the text conversation and call Daniel. He's the only one that I can talk to right now.

Call with Daniel

Ally: hey

Daniel: Ally I'm so happy to hear from you, we need to talk.

Ally: if its about Zach then save it.

Daniel: Ally just hear me out. He was going to tell you but he was also going to-

Ally: going to what break my heart into a million pieces again!! And for what a pretty back up dancer.

Daniel: Ally calm down where are you?

Ally: I'm at my apartment, why?

Daniel: stay there I'm coming to see you.

Ally: fine!

All of a sudden the door bell rings. Daniel couldn't have gotten here that fast Eden lives on the other side of the city. I answer the door and its Zach.

Ally: what do you want?

Zach: ok I know you're upset with me so I got you these flowers.

Ally: you really think flowers is going to make up for what you did?

Zach: no but just hear me out-

Ally: Hear you out are you kidding?!? I trusted you AGAIN and you went and kissed another girl!

Zach: I know I know but I was drunk and I was lonely. I know that those are terrible excuses but I promise she was using me, she's the one that got me drunk as she's the one that had her friend take the picture.

Ally: yes because I believe that!!

Zach: it's true I promise!! Ally please come back to me. I need you in my life and I swear you just have to hear the rest of the story.

Ally: I honestly don't want to though.

Zach: Please I'm literally on my knees begging you.

Ally: you have 3 minutes, talk.

Zach: So I had been convinced to go to the after party after 2.5 months of complete depression over you not being with me. Jack had convinced me that it would be fun and that most teenagers didn't get to do what I was doing so I decided to enjoy myself because I knew that what you would have wanted me to do. I had a couple of drinks and she asked her friends to take a couple pictures for fun but then grabbed my face an kissed me. I obviously stopped it but I was too drunk to prevent it from happening in the first place and for that I am sorry.

Ally: ok but then why were you acting all weird yesterday? Unless you were trying to keep it from me.

Zach: no that's not it but I just can't tell you why.

Ally: why not??

Zach: because I just can't.

Ally: good bye Zach.

Zach: no wait I can tell you that the guys and I had a boy meeting about you.

Ally: oh really, and what did you talk about??

Zach: They helped me come up with ideas on how to tell you with out you freaking out. And how to make a grand gesture just to show you how much I care.

Ally: Zach I know you care but I just don't know if I trust you. I don't know, I think I just need some time to sleep on it, good bye.

Zach: see you later princess.

I gave Zach that "are you kidding" look and then shut the door. Even when I was mad at him I couldn't keep from smiling. I knew he was the right one for me and part of me thinks that I'm making a big deal out of nothing but I know I'm not one of those girls who's addicted to drama. If I'm upset he had to had done something seriously wrong. I mean he did, he kissed another girl when he was still serious about me. I needed some time for family and he goes off to foreign countries, living his dream and kissing random girls. What sucks is that since I had been on the U. S. Tour I already knew all of the dancers and I thought they were all kinda cool. But I guess one of them had eyes for my man. I don't know I mean this was it. My moment of do I love him do I not. It's like in the movies when the girl is picking petals off a flower. I call Daniel to tell him that I had made up my mind. This is it.