My Miracle

No More of This

Ally's pov

Ever since we got back everything started falling apart. For absolutely everyone. Jack and Riley had an awkward moment in the media which was kinda funny but their manager wasn't laughing. I put off talking to Zach. I didn't want to look at him because every time I looked at him I saw him kissing another girl. I mean it was just my imagination but he still did it. I trusted him more than anyone in the entire world and he let me down. I miss his hugs and his laugh. But his love comes at too much of a cost. Daniels been a real friend lately. Eden has become sort of jealous which none of us saw coming. She had been very moody lately and none of us knew why. Daniel tried reasoning with her saying that I was just a friend going through a rough time. I knew that the only way to make it better was to have a girls day. Where I was a stereotypical girl and complained and cried and all that junk. I mean it was sort of me but I did it because she needed it. I wanted her to  feel needed. It wasn't like I was faking it or anything but I wasn't one of those girls to gossip or anything like that. I never needed girl talk to help cope with my emotions because I never felt emotions like that. I had dated Ivan and felt like a princess but I was fully in love with Zach and I felt like a queen. On the up side Kevin and Bryce wedding is today. I'm wearing an Ocean Blue dress with Orange accents. Since Zach wasn't there to walk down with me I got the honor of walking the boys down myself. Neither of there parents could make it. Kevin's parents were working and unfortunately Bryces parents just weren't supportive.  Eden looked absolutely gorgeous and so did Riley. Bella and Courtney were there as ushers and they did great. The ceremony was beautiful the after party was crazy. The guys had fun but they said they missed seeing Zach and I on the dance floor. I told them to get used to it because they most likely would never see it again. Once I start working for Vogue next month my schedule is going to be crazy. I miss him but I'm done missing him. I want to be happy with out any pain. But I wanted most was for him to fight for me. For us. For this. I couldn't stand it I called Zach.

Phone Call

Ally: hi...

Zach: Hi I didn't know that you were going to call.

Ally: yeah I wasn't, why is this a bad time?

Zach: no its perfect, but aren't you supposed to be at a wedding with the guys

Ally: I am but I missed you.

Zach: really?! So does that mean you forgive me and we can go back to loving each other?!

Ally: not quite. I want you to promise me that this is forever, that you will never do this again. I need to know that you will love me unconditionally and that I can fully trust you. Oh My Gosh I remember saying that not so long ago. Never mind Zach this was a mistake. 

Zach: Ally please wai-

He got cut off by Jadyn pulling me aside. She was crying. I couldn't believe it. Jadyn never cries. She's so tough I didn't understand what was wrong until she calmed down and could explain.

Ally: tell me whats wrong.

Jadyn: my feet were hurting in these heels but they ask that you have shoes on at all times so I asked Ethan to go back to my apartment for me to grab some flats.

Ally: yeah what was so wrong about that, he's a great guy doing a nice thing.

Jadyn: It's not that, He got into an accident on the way back and it was all my fault.

Ally: Jadyn I'm so sorry. You're going to be ok I promise.

Still on phone

Ally: Zach Im going to have to call you back.

Hangs up

Ally: Jadyn just breathe, did you call the police?

Jadyn: Yes they were the ones that called me. He, he... he

Ally: Its ok, shhh shhh there there.

Jadyn: why is it always us??

Ally: because the universe believes that we're strong enough to get through it. and we're here for you.

Jadyn: They found him in a million pieces, I mean we don't even get to bury him. His car flipped over 6 times and its totaled. But of course the other person gets to walk away without a scratch. Its not fair, especially because it was the other persons fault.  

Ally: Jadyn its ok, they will be going to court. and we can still bury him.

Jadyn: I can't stand this. 

Ally: I'll tell the guys that we have to leave.

Jadyn: I'll be in the car.

I walk over to find the girls completely wasted. I mean I get that none of them have to work in the morning and they all have people that can drive them home but seriously. I told Daniel to drive Eden back to her apartment. I told Jonah and Jack to get Courtney and Bella home. Riley was hanging out with Kevin and Bryce and I didn't want to ruin their night so I figured she would get her own ride home. Corbyn drove Jadyn and I to the police station. There they told us that the other person will be on trial and  we may sue for damage and funeral expenses. They also stated that he will he charged with a time in prison for drunk driving. Jadyn feeling like she got justice for Ethan went home satisfied. She was obviously broken inside. She was a duo with him and they were about to announce that they were going on their own tour together. But now she's back as a solo and has no motivation to keep singing. I flew her back to her home town so she could spend sometime with her siblings and so she could see Zach's little brother Ryan. He helped her before so I figured he could help her again. I can't stand it without Zach. Life is too short and who knows he could be taken from me any moment. I'm willing to risk it all for this boy. I need his love. I know its real with him. and I would want him to forgive me if I messed up. I want I'm back. No more of this.