Love Is A Killer (Newt x Reader) [Discontinued]

Chapter 1

"Thomas, take good care off your sister and always look out for her" mum says to my brother who picks me up.
"I will mum, why do we have to stay here?" Thomas asks
"It's for your own good, your not safe on the outside"
"Come on kids, time to go" a man says who leads Thomas and myself away.
"Mummy! Mummy I dint want to leave" I cry and my brother tries to calm me down.

"Come on fight harder!" Janson yells at myself and Gally
"I'm sorry" Gally says and tenors me to the ground and pain rushes through my body as I give up.

"I can't let you go, not now" I say to Newt who hugs me
"Your bit saying goodbye, just see you soon" he says as he kisses me and then follows Ava into the place where they sent up the test subjects.

"What ever your gonna do, do it now!" Ben yells and I jump on top of the greiver and stab it. It then throws me off, stabbing my arm in the process.
"(Y/N), you're bleeding like hell" Ben says
"I'll be fine"

"Newt please don't do it, I can't live without you!" I yell at Newt who looks like he's going to jump.
"I'm sorry, I hurt you and Gally, I can't live with that" Newt says
"Mate don't do it" Minho says
Newt then jumps and all we could do was watch.

"Chuck!"

"I remember stuff Newt"

"Goodbye Winston" Newt says as he hands Winston the gun and grabs my hand and walk away from him.

"I'm sorry Hermano, but you belong to a Wicked which makes you very valuable"

"How am I meant to trust you when you let them hurt me?" I question Teresa
"Teresa what are you doing?" A girl asks from behind
"Showing our prisoner what happens when you misbehave" Teresa says "sorry" she then hits me hard and my nose bleeds.

The crank falls onto the glass and it shatters.
"Jump!" Brenda yells and we jump at the last second and I grab Newt's hand and he pulls me into his arms as I cry.

I then get weird visions of some camp blowing up, Wicked headquarters, Minho; Gally; Teresa and Aris, a place filled with cranks and then Newt.

An explosion went off in the tent and I tried to get up but I was trapped under something heavy.
"Brenda, go and find Newt" I say

"Your sister is smart Thomas, but she doesn't know the difference between stupidity and being brave" Janson says and my arm feels like it is on fire as I'm shot in the shoulder and I yell and fall to the ground.

"Minho!" I yell as I go to run in after him but Newt holds me back as Minho is taken by Wicked.

I open my eyes to see sunlight. All the memories of what I'd been through had come back to me. All the friends we lost, the friends we almost lost. All the traumas, the injuries, the deaths. Everything. I sit up and see that everyone else was still asleep. Newt and Thomas were lying near me. Newt was lying on his front with his head to facing the left and Thomas was lying on his back with his arms crossed. I then decide to get up since just sitting around and not being to sleep would be boring. I get out of my sleeping bag and start walking to the edge of the mountain with my hands in my pockets. Well my right hand. My left arm was in a sling helping support my shoulder whilst it healed. Vince insisted I wear a sling. I stand on the edge of the cliff, over looking the scorch as the sun rose. I then pick up a rock and turn it in my hand. Voices then came back into my head, different from my memory dream.
'It's all your fault. Why'd you come here? You're different. You're not normal. Weak and pathetic. Stupid'
I then scream in frustration and fling the rock far into the distance and I start huffing and puffing. I then kick a rock that was beside me which made it roll down the hill. I hated everyone that had harmed us and betrayed us. I hated Gally. I hated Teresa. I hated Ava. I hated Janson. I hated all of Wicked. If I ever saw any of them again, I'd shoot them on sight. I then throw another rock into the distance. I then hear the sound of dirt crunching and I flick my head behind me to see Thomas.
"You're up early" he says
"Old habits die hard Thomas" I say and turn back to the cliff
"You ok?"
"I remember everything that happened. Before the maze, in the maze, the scorch. It just all came back"
"Like what?"
"Friends we lost, ones we almost lost. Death, pain, misery. All of it"
We then stay quiet for a minute as we stand side by side.
"Am I different? Or stupid or weak or pathetic?" I ask
"You, no of course not. Your the complete opposite to all of that"
"Really because that's all I've been told I am" I say and kick at the ground.
"(Y/N) look at me" he orders and I do "don't ever think of yourself like that because your none of those. Your a determined, brave, loveable, caring, crazy and sometimes annoying little sister of mine. That's what you are and so much more. I bet Newt could list off a thousand things he sees in you"
"Thanks Tom" I say and he hugs me as we watch the sunrise.