i am truly fucked up in the head
by depression and broken dreams
that will never ever happen
i should feel happy but i don't
i have a great girlfriend
but im in constant fear
she doesn't care or
doesn't want me there anymore
on the outside people say i'm
sweet funny talented and
a dick that dick part is true sometimes
but on the inside i'm just
scared of what i might become
what i might do or
something im gonna lose even
though i would give my
life to keep but truly
we all are really fucked up
some more then others
but me my friends
i'm right in the middle
i don't tell you because its
not your battle its mine
not that you would help that much
anyway
i have left things behind i wish i didn't because
now i realize how much of an impact
people places and things make on
these fragile little hearts of ours
