The ace of spades is the card of death the card that symbolizes that your gonna die or someone else is I feel like this card is important I feel like I shouldn't be here you know like this world wasn't meant for me ig I just lost what I was looking for and I feel dead so put some light into this boy he needs it maybe he can find happiness again and maybe he will help you out but ace of spades is all or nothing so don't come put some light into me and leave cause it will fade just like how I did from your mind