random sh*t

lost everything

When you have lost pretty much everything that makes you happy when you try to make others happy and you find out you trying to make someone else happy you are just making it worse and that was a big deal for me crushed me my way of making myself happy isn't working
So I'm pretty much stuck in misery I have to figure it out but right now I hate myself I hate everything about this stupid world and I'm pretty much done with it