Do you ever wonder why your here whats the purpose you know the people in your life do you wonder why they invite you to things and then forget your there and then your alone and you just wonder why you are even there i wonder why people choose to stick around when to me it seems like i only do them wrong they tell me that i make them happy but that just makes me wonder more i guess i just don't want to be lied to anymore and i always lie to them when the ask me whats wrong i say nothing but they see right into my heart she says she knows me really well but she just knows the sweet me she doesn't know me when im angry when im confident she knows kiss ass me bc i always apologize even though i haven't completely spoken my mind i haven't gotten over my doubt and it makes me wonder if it will ever go away maybe it will when i don't have to change who i am but again im just wondering
