Babydoll Mate

╰⊰✿Chapter Eight✿⊱╮

I know its been a while, actually I just finished school a couple days ago and now I have lots of free time to write! Sorry for such a delay.

My small frame was absolutely wracked with the sobs that I couldn't seem to contain.  I had been sitting on my bed for some time now, thinking and crying, mainly crying.  I knew I had to leave Blake, I knew it was the only right thing to do in this situation, but as I tried to convince myself that this is what I needed to do I would begin to remember the good times.  These memories kept me from going to him now to end things.  An inward battle of pain and hurt made me realize how Jake must feel right now, and knowing this forced me from my sitting position and over to my closet.  I quickly pulled on a pair of leggings and an over sized shirt, no point in dressing up to break someone's heart right? 

~skipping the ride there~

I cautiously walked up to the front door, only pausing for a moment before knocking on the large wooden door.  This was it, the end of a relationship that had kept me afloat for so many years now, the relationship that I shared with my best friend.  Blake's mother opened the door a few moments later with a warm smile.  "Hi sweetie are you here to see Blake?" she asked happily.  I nodded once, not able to find the words to say a simple yes.  "He is in his room you can go on up, Ashley is here as well," She said as she motioned me inside.  Great, this couldn't get harder.  I smiled slightly, one that didn't quite reach my eyes and walked in and up the stairs.  Here we go.

I didn't bother knocking but instead just opened the door only to be met with a sight that could only shatter my already pained heart more.  Blake in bed with Ashley, someone who was supposed to be my best friend, having sex with her. A loud sob that I didn't even realize I had let out had alerted them to my presence.  The look of shock on Blake's face was incredible, and the smirk that covered Ashley's face was shocking.  I quickly turned and walked out of the room quickly, covering my mouth to contain the sobs.  I managed to make it to the front door before Blake caught my hand. "Max... please... you know I love you... I-," Blake's voice cracked at the end making her heart shatter more than it already had from the pain.  He cheated.. He cheated on me with the girl who I thought was my best friend, the only person I trusted with all my secrets. "I can't... Goodbye Blake, have a nice life with Ashley," I replied firmly even though my heart was begging my to take it back and say we forgave him. As I walked away I let the tears freely fall down my face, the pain was to much to bear any longer. A few sobs escaped the lips of a girl who's been hurt one to many times, and that girl was me.

 

(Picture of Jake to the side ^-^)