My palms were sweating as I wiped them on my jeans. I didn't know why I was so nervous to see them. I knew things were going to be different. We wouldn't just jump right back into our relationship. I mean I wanted to but I didn't know how she felt. We both, I'm sure, had changed so much over the course of two years. She was fucking with that Cole nigga and I had my bitches here and there on top of Diamond being my main. I'm sure there was going to be a disconnect between the both of us. We were going to have to build our relationship back up; start all over. As long as she knew I still loved her that was all that mattered.
Meeting my daughter was what I was the most nervous about. I missed out on the first two years of her life but I was promising her and myself that I would make up for all the lost time. I was going to make sure that I spent every moment of my time with her. I couldn't make up the past but I could start building my future with her. It made it a little easier that she was still so young that she didn't understand much. However, with her being two years old this was prime time and a major learning curve for her. Around this age, they start picking up and adapting to a lot. It was pivotal to make sure I built a solid relationship with her. I wanted her to know that daddy was always going to have her back and love her no matter what.
"It's gon' alright. She ain't change much. She still the same old Mari we remember. She just looks finer than a motherfucker." Tyga said trying to lighten the mood.
I clench my jaw. "Shut up, nigga." I wasn't in the playing mood since my nerves were getting the best of me. I have been standing outside the elevator for about 30 minutes now. The sun was now up. I knew I was doing nothing but wasting time by standing here. Every time I would build up enough courage to walk towards the room I would freeze and turn back around. I knew I needed to just face my fear. I have been waiting for this moment for so long. I was excited but apprehensive at the same time. I just didn't know how this reunion would play out.
"You might as well just get it over with," Tyga says. "You gon' have to face her at some point." I'm sure he was frustrated with me as well because he wanted to go in there but he was waiting for me to be ready. I flared my nostrils as I bite down on my bottom lip. He was right, I just needed to get it over with.
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Crazy: The Sequel
FanfictionAmarie and Chris never spent a day apart until their love was forcefully ripped away from one another. They now live completely separate lives battling with their inner demons. They wish for the day they could be together again but they don't think...