Amarie and Chris never spent a day apart until their love was forcefully ripped away from one another. They now live completely separate lives battling with their inner demons. They wish for the day they could be together again but they don't think...
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Things were finally starting to look up for me. I had found the perfect three bedroom, two and a half bath townhouse for Krystal and I with the help of Melanie and Momma J. I was finally settled comfortably in. Our little place looked great. Mijo, Ty, Sean, and Chris had helped me move everything in. It was beautifully furnished and Krystal even had her own room. I doubted she would sleep in it but I would work on that with her gradually. We finally had a place that I could call our own. We comfortable settled
Chris had even gifted me with a black 2017 Mercedes-Benz G-Class. I told him countless times that I didn't want it but he wouldn't take no for answer. Since he told me no I told him to forward me the lease payments but then he told me he paid for it in full. It was always something with him. I only took it because it had plenty of room for Krystal and I. Plus Melanie said I would be an idiot if I didn't take it.
Junior insisted he follow me around everywhere but I didn't want him to. I wanted to live freely. I was so tired of people hovering over my shoulder. Knowing Chris I knew someone was most likely watching me at all times. He acted like I didn't notice those two men sitting in the car outside my house 24/7. He had 6 men in rotation taking shifts. As long as they didn't bother me I was fine. I still wish they weren't sitting outside watching my every move. I made me feel like I still needed to worry even though I knew I didn't have to.
Currently, I was standing in the middle of the grocery store. I spent the last three weeks with Momma J so I didn't have to go food shopping. Now that I was settled into my own home I needed to fill up my fridge. Krystal was sitting in the cart playing with her toys while I looked around. It's been so long that I went grocery shopping. I watch as everyone shop as I take it all in. Everyone was moving at a steady pace while I stood there frozen in place. It's been such a long time since I've been in the real world by myself. A feeling of being overwhelmed swept throughout my body. I swallow the lump that formed in my throat.
Everyone around me seemed like they knew what they were doing but me. They were throwing things in their carts. Some people had a list of things they needed in their hands of what they needed. I made a mental note to do that next time. Right now I was not mentally prepared. Back when I was at Dre's house I would give Tina list of things that I needed and she would just grab them for me. I look around nervously at the many faces around me. Some looking back at me strangely, others ignoring my presence.
