*PLEASE READ YOU THE BEST, YO WHICH IS THE FIRST BOOK TO THIS SEQUEL! HIGHLY RECOMMEND SO YOU'RE NOT CONFUSED*
It's been so long but my love for you is still stronger than ever. My mind races a mile a minute every time I think about you. Hoping that you didn't forget about me. There's no escaping this living nightmare that I have no choice but to dwell in. The pain that I carry everyday because I can't be with you. I dream about the crazy sex, the crazy life we shared. It's no longer. I just feel like a distant memory of your past. I would do anything to be back in your arms; to feel your skin against mines. When I think about your smile it still lights up my world to this day. I wish we could run away, just the three of us but it's impossible now. I wonder if you dream about me as often as I dream you about. I sit here and lose my sanity as I create scenarios in my head of what we were; what we could've been. So for now I'll continue to dream.
Dream of being with you once again.
I think about you every second that passes by. How could I forget about you? Your love was ripped away from me faster than it came. Because of that I haven't been the same since you left. My heart has turn cold since you've been gone. You're the only one that would be able to warm the icebox in sits in my chest. These other women that I lay with just fill the void. They're a temporary distraction until I realize I am no longer able to wake up to your beautiful face. I miss the feeling of your soft lips against mines; how we would make love until the sun came up. I miss listening to your heartbeat; it was my favorite song. No one could ever replace you. Don't ever question that. The pain that I carry around is unbearable. I'm driving myself crazy reminiscing on what we had; what we could've been. But that's all I have are memories now. So I dream.
Dream of being with you once again.
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Crazy: The Sequel
FanfictionAmarie and Chris never spent a day apart until their love was forcefully ripped away from one another. They now live completely separate lives battling with their inner demons. They wish for the day they could be together again but they don't think...