It was 3:45am when I woke up in a cold sweat. I had a dream or flashback of me killin Hotboy. I tried to go back to sleep, but I couldn't. I got out of bed & went downstairs.
"Man I gotta go clear my mind". I said as I went outside to my car. I sat inside & pulled my phone out. I know one person who I can talk to.
Me @3:48am - you up?
LabRat🐭🌷@3:58am - Yea I'm up. Wassup foo?
Me @4:00am - what's ya addy? I'm about to come. I need to talk about some stuff on my mind.
LabRat 🐭🌷 @4:04am - 605 N Rexford Dr
With that, I typed ha addy in & headed to ha house.
I pulled up to da house finally & got out. I knocked on da & she soon came.
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"Look who it is. Come on in. Have a seat on the couch". She said as she moved to the right so I could come in.
I know what y'all thinking. Why am I going over my girlfriends best friend house at da ass crack of dawn. But me & ha been coo. She always know what to say during hard times.
"Thank you". I said coming inside. "Damn this shii nice". I said as I sat on the couch.
"Thanks punk". She said sitting next to me. "So wassup? What you needed to talk to me about?".
"When I tell you this I need fa' ya' to not tell Aaliyah". I said.
She scrunched her face up & leaned back. "What did you do?".
"When I was 17 I killed someone". I said with my hands cupping my face.
"Oh shit. Does Aaliyah know? Who was it? Why didn't you—". she said before I cut ha off.
"& it was Marcus". I said.
She paused & didn't say anything.
"Hold on I need a drink". She said as she got off the couch & walked to the kitchen. She walked back in with a bottle of Hennessy & 2 shot glasses. "Here". She said as she handed me a glass filled with liquor.
I took it & sat it down. "I don't know what to do man. Like every since she told me about him & showed me da picture of dem. I couldn't stop thinking about it". I said.
She filled my glass back up. She took ha shot then refilled it.
"So when you plan on telling her?".
I took da shot, & refilled it. "I don't know how to". I said.
She sighed. "You need to tell her soon".
"Yeah I know man". I said as I leaned back on da couch.
She put her arm around my neck. "You stressed huh?". She said looking me deep in my eyes.
"Umm yea. I just told you I couldn't stop thinking about it". I grabbed da bottle of Hennessy & just took it to da head.
"You better slow down for you have to stay over". She said to me.
I chuckled. "Yeah you right". I said as I put the bottle down.
"I mean it's not a problem if you do". She said taking her hand & rubbin in my hair.
I looked at ha like she was crazy. "What the hell is you doin touchin me like dat?". I said as I got up off the couch.
"What you mean? I can't touch your hair?".
"Hell nah man. & stop lookin at me like dat". I said as I moved on the other couch.
I can not believe dis hoe. I'm her best friends boyfriend!
"I'm out dude. Thanks for da quote on quote help". With that, I got up & walked to da door. Only to have her run up in front of it.
"I know you find me cute".
"Bitch move out ma way". I said as I pushed ha & walked out.
I unlocked ma ca' & headed to Aaliyah house. I couldn't deal with myself so I was leavin. I gotta go back home. I can't stand myself when I'm around lyin to ha like I'm not the reason ha son don't have a fatha.
I pulled up to da house & got out. I was trynna be as quiet as I could. I didn't want to wake ha or Cam up. So, I packed ma stuff. I took everything. Ma toothbrush, towels, clothes, cologne, everything. I wrote ha a letta so when she wakes up she won't be confused.
Dear Future Wife, I'm sorry I left without a goodbye to you or Cam. I love you both so dearly and that's why I'm leavin. I haven't been 100% truthful to you. And now this is when I must start. August 9th 2017, I killed a man. I was feeling some type of way because he was gettin to da money and he wasn't trynna help me. On that night, I knew he'd be at the trap & I ran in there & lit him him. 3 head shots and he slumped ova. The man name was Marcus. Camron's dad. When you first told me I was unsure that it was the hotboy that I used to know. But when you showed me the picture I knew it was him. I'm so sorry for not telling you sooner. I'm sorry for making you fall for me just for you to have to fall back. I still love you Aaliyah. I'll always love you wifey. ~ your husband, Kentrell.
I said. I folded da paper & sat it on the nightstand next to ha bed. I kissed ha forehead one last time then made my way to Cams room to kiss him bye.
Once I did that. I left. I called my mom & told ha I was coming home. I told ha that if anyone called Askin fa me not to say that I was home.
Me, Montana, Ben, Kd & Three headed to the airport.
"So you told ha?". I heard three ask.
I sat down in my seat on my private plane. "yea".
Montana shook his head. "Man. You see how bein dumb in ya past can catch up to ya? Now what you gone do if she turn yo ass in? She got solid evidence & all". He said semi yellin.
"At this point I don't care. I just lost da love of my life man. I wouldn't even blame ha if she did". I said as I looked out the window of da plane.
Three sighed & looked for at me. "Main, you just messed it up fa all of us. We all started gettin close with Aaliyah just fa ya to drop this".
"Man okay I get it. But I'm not about to keep lyin to ha & act clueless". I said.
I turned my phone off then just laid there. Thinking about these past 7 months. My eyes started to water after I remember how Aaliyah used to be. Not tellin me anything, & so closed up.
"Ughhh I'm so fuckin dumb". I said yelling.
I pulled my phone out & blocked her on Instagram. This has to be the hardest thing ever dude.
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This chapter short, my bad. But how y'all think Aaliyah gone react to him leavin? But vote, comment, share & all that good stuff ✨
