You're all telling me that
I won't feel like this forever
And to keep going
Because I'm so strong
But are you there
Late at night
When my mind starts screaming at me
Saying horrible things
And calling me names
Advising me to just end it all
Telling me how everyone will be better off without dealing with my daily bullshit
Replaying all of my mistakes
Not to teach me a lesson
But to prove that I don't belong here
So don't tell me that it gets better
When you haven't felt how my nights feel.
