Will IT ever stop...
The constant screaming
Late at night
When all I want to do is sleep
Thinking that ITs screaming will help me.
Will IT ever stop...
The constant fear of not being smart
When in class I don't answer the question
because I'm scared of being wrong
And people thinking I'm stupid
Will IT ever stop...
The replaying of my mistakes
From a simple one
Of miss-spelling a word
To being suspended
Because it's simply not enough being reminded of it every day at school
IT has to torture me
IT has to remind me
Every chance IT gets
Till IT finally gets what IT wants...
My death
And sometimes I scream back at IT
To shut the fuck up
But all IT does
Is laugh at me
This is what IT wants
The yelling
The fighting
Till one day I say
I can't take it anymore
And finally let IT win
