I felt myself getting sleepier and sleepier
I thought to myself...
"Maybe it'll work this time."
As I started thinking more about finally succeeding
I heard my phone ringing
It was Rachel's "Fight Song"
And right away I knew it was you
I debated whether I should answer it or not
And decided I should...
"Hi" I said
"Nicki, what's going on?" You asked with worry in your voice
"I just can't take it anymore."
"We talked about this, you need to look in your book!"
"It's too late."
"What is?" You asked
"Everything."
At that point my head fell on the pillow
You were saying something
But I cut you off
Saying
"Goodbye forever..." closing my eyes and taking my final breath
And as I exhaled
I heard you say with defeat and sadness in your voice
"Nicki, please..."
