Guardian Demon ✔ | Lams

Day 5: Morning Love and Lost Angels

Alexander's Perspective-

I woke up next to my John, a saturday morning with him pressed against me. Demons don't need sleep, we don't need food. In a way we weren't alive, but then again we were. But i wish It could be like this always. Next to my John. To be safe and happy, no worries of the future, just the moment, where everything was perfect. John made me feel alive.

Two more days

Today will be the party, a night of fun and excitement. The next day, I'll tell him who I really am. Then after that, I'll be at his side when I die. I took a deep breath. This was all extremely stressful. Knowing when you're going to die and how. Maybe it would be best if I took this slow, focus on the moment instead.

It was late morning when I decided to get up, John mumbled something and opened his eyes slowly. "L-lex?" He whispered, rubbing his eyes. He looked so adorable to me with messy hair and a husky voice. He wore a new shirt since his other one was covered In blood. The sheets were still bloody, but they lacked the erotic scent. It wasn't a red color anymore, but a weird brownish color.

"Shh, go to sleep my sweet boy, I just need to stretch." I said.

John sat up now, still a bit sleepy, but at least his eyes were open. He motioned me over, and I walked towards him. I layed next to him, my head on his chest, his arms wrapped around me. I hate to admit it, but John was taller than me. And comfy.

He thought he was giving me the sense of comfort, I tried to feel comfortable, but. . .I should be the one comforting him, knowing all he's been through. . . but he felt so warm. Not the flaming pits of hell warm, but just a relaxing pleasent feeling type warm. He played with my hair which was free from it's usual ponytail, braiding bits of it and running his hands through it.

"Hey Alex, are you okay?'

He touched my cheek and I did the same. They were wet with tears. I didn't even feel them, but I guess i understood why they were there. Saying goodbye to John. . .devil I felt crying again. I wiped them off, "It's just cold in here, don't worry." I responded. I kissed his cheek softly and got up again.

His three cats looked at me and i petted them. The black one hissed at me, the brownish one licked my hand and the white one just took a step back.

"Will's a bit feisty, Jem's shy and Tessa's pretty friendly, I love these little rascals so much." John got up and sat on the carpet, almost instantly all his cats came up to him and meowed for his attention.

I smiled. John looked so happy, and by default I was too.

~•~•~

"Why hello Alexander!" Adrienne waved at me as she and Lafayette walked into John's room.

I was in demon form now, John thought I left to get ready for the party and that I'll come get him later, which I was, but i didn't have a house of my own so i just decided to stick around until John starts to wonder where I'm at.

"Hello Adri." I waved my hand a little.

My outburst towards her yesterday somehow didn't effect our, 'friendship' as she called it. Her auburn hair was . . .shorter?

"I see you noticed my hair!" She giggled and sat next to me on the floor, our wings colliding against each other.

"Ouch." She whimpered. I forgot Angels have sensitive wings, making them weak in fights. I closed my bat like wings so she could stretch hers. She gave me a thankful look.

It's weird how much I've come to see her as a friend. My only other friend was Maria and we always had a dirty type of friendship. We flirted, we cussed and did evil things together. With Adrienne I had to be the opposite of myself. By Lucifer, I missed Maria.

"So Lafayette and John are gonna play some Five Nights at Freddy's? I think it was called. . . so we're just gonna have to wait." She grinned.

After a while i got bored and asked, "Why are you around Laf all the time? I thought only angels came to people who are mentally hurt?"

Adrienne looked grim for a second, she turned to look at Lafayette before saying, "Lafayette has had depression for a long time, I try to help him as much as i can. All Angels must."

That's when I though, where was John's Guardian Angel? He's been suffering alot and the day he was about to commit suicide, no Angels were there to help him. Nobody at all. I felt anger rise in my chest, did they not care what happened to John? Did they not love their human as much as Adrienne did?

Holding back my fury I was able to speak. "Do you know who John's Angel is?"

She nodded her head sadly, "I do know. She was so caring and loving to John in the begging. He had a good life. . .until she left without telling me and all of a sudden his life went down hill because of her."

"Do you know her name?"

"Elizabeth Schuyler."