To My Brightest Star

Day one

Everything seemed plain. Even jokes were plain to me. I felt nothing. I was too tired to smile. I was too tired to talk. I was too tired to joke. Everything was so tiring. Why would I even force a smile if everything was not okay? I mean, how can you do it if you feel empty? It was really useless to tire yourself. The day passed on like a blur and I hate it because I can really feel the sad mood of mine finally ruling my heart and mind. I thought that my tears were already gone last night. However, I was wrong. I was wrong because the moment I woke up in the morning, thoughts of you started to flood in my mind. I thought I was already over but I found my tears escaping from my eyes. And at that moment, I knew that my jeartbreak was too much to handle. That I could feel it hurting inside me. I could feel myself embrace the sadness.