To My Brightest Star

Heartache

It's like every time I look at you, my heart shatters into pieces. It only brings back the pain I felt. I swear, I cried by just looking at you. But I easily hid it because they will ask me if there is something wrong. I don't even know why my heart is aching every time you look at me. I can't stand the thought of being with you in the same vicinity. It makes me want to love you again and continue on being a martyr. Even if it already hurts me, I still look at you from afar. I still look at your eyes if they're looking at me too. And I can't help but feel disappointed every time I see you looking the other way.