"I promise" it tells me "I'll make everything better" it lies. It lures you in with those beautiful lies saying everything will be better if you just listen but then it breaks you apart all those things it says, all those things it says! Though I am also at fault for listening to it. "You deserve the pain, you deserve to be alone, you deserve this horrible life" I know these are lies but why do I believe it?. Sometimes my depression decides to go on vacation but it's not long before it's back sitting just behind my head reversing all the good things others say "You're so smart" they say "You stupid bitch" it replies. When I threaten to tell it says it'll leave but it's always the same it takes control and I'm too weak to stop it.
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Suicidal Confessions
PoesíaI just wrote these as a way to let out some tension sorry if they don't make sense I'm not very good at writting and this is just how I interpret these things so it might not be what others are experiencing.