Learning to Breath

CHAPTER TEN

⛔️⛔️Sincere P.O.V.⛔️⛔️

I chased this nigga all the way to the back door before I shot him in the shoulder. To say I was pissed wasn't even the word. Not only do I hate that rape shit Amarhi is considered a part of the family. Ever since my father died two months ago in a shoot out with the cops Uncle T been taking care of me. He asked me to protect his daughter and I couldn't even do that right. I sighed walking over to him and punching him right in the jaw. I didn't even give him time to react before I was guiding him back to the living room after putting pressure on his shoulder wound making him drop his gun. He groaned the whole way to the living room. "Man stop being a bitch" I said in a aggravated tone. I pushed him onto the chair diagonal from the couch and watched Amarhi cry so hard into King's chest. That shit made my anger even worst. I was ready to take this nigga life myself, but I ain't know what Marhi wanted to do so I just chilled.

There was a groan that filled the room catching all of our attention, but it didn't come from my guy. All our necks snapped towards the nigga that was once raping Amarhi. She waisted no time hopping up as she started beating the shit out of him yelling and screaming to the top of her lungs with every hit. Tears running down her face, it honestly broke my heart. Neither King or I moved, she needed an outlet and what better than the person who hurt her the most. She'll never be the same after this. I only know cause my mother never was, she took it as far as taking her own life and I didn't want that for Amarhi. I don't know what I would do if I had to ride along with that again. That shit broke me when I found my mom hanging from the ceiling in her room. I was never and will never be able to get over that. Amarhi was now tired and crying on the floor as King picked up where she left off. The dude behind me tried to get up and I pointed my gun right in his face daring him to do something. I went and helped Amarhi up soon enough she was holding my gun towards dude on the couch and before I could  even blink she let four shots out right to the middle of his forehead. No sooner than she was done she was pointing the gun at me. I looked at her like she was crazy while tears were still rushing down her face. "Amarhi... I need you to calm down and put the gun down" I said slowly. "How could y'all  let him do this to me, how could y'all  let him violate me like that?" She yelled at King and I. My face softened from the hard scowl I was sending here way. "Amarhi, I'm sorry man I ain't even know it was happening, I know I fucked up yo." I said looking directly into her eyes, she fell to the ground crying once again. King stood back looking dumbfounded, I know he felt a way because of what Amarhi said. I honestly ain't take that shit to heart cause I understood what she was going through. I rushed over to her taking her into my arms comforting her the best that I possibly could. She lifted the gun once again but this time in the direction of King and the nigga on the floor she let two shots ring out and I was amazed at her accuracy she shot ol dude right in the top of his skull and his groans and screams silenced. She let the gun fall to the floor and clung onto me like I would disappear.

⛔️⛔️Amarhi P.O.V.⛔️⛔️

I shot them both but yet still didn't feel and ounce of relief. I clung onto Sincere as I cried some more. My eyes were heavy, my head was pounding and my arm burned, not to mention the excruciating pain between my legs. King sat on the couch with his head in his hands breathing heavily, while Sincere held me rocking back and forth. Soon enough I started to drift to sleep. Tired from everything that happened in the day.

⛔️⛔️King P.O.V.⛔️⛔️

Honestly I didn't know what to think or what to do. This is something I can't und,  I can't take this away from her. I know for a fact that this is going to mess with her BPD and I don't know if I can handle that by myself. Sincere let her sleep on him for about fifteen minutes. He thought it'd be a good idea to get her washed up,  also find out if she wanted to go to the hospital and if she didn't we had to get that bullet out. That was really the only a question I had because the people who did this to her were now lying dead on our living room floor. I told him I'd wash her up it wasn't that I didn't trust him but today has proven that people don't value trust and loyalty. I walked up the steps with her in my arms and sat her on the toilet as I ran her water. "Do you wanna go to the hospital Marhi?" I asked with my back still to her "Honestly no" she said in a low tone. "Ard but we gotta get that bullet outta you" I told her as she stepped into the tub. She said nothing so I proceeded to wash her up as she sat there just staring ahead she looked so emotionless. I let her wash her own chest and stuff then I helped her out the tub after rinsing her off. She brushed her teeth and I took her in her room passing her night clothes I got the first aid kit and removed the bullet from her arm as she hissed in pain. I wrapped her arm up and put her in the bed. I let her be and I walked downstairs and saw Sincere cleaning up the bodies so I started helping him, we took then to the backyard and started cutting them up limb by limb, bagging and burying them in the furthest corners of the yard. They'd stay there for now until we could move and burn them. After we got done Sincere showered and I gave him some clothes and I soon did the same. The whole time neither of us said a word I wanted it to stay that way. I checked on Marhi one more time before going in my room and falling right to sleep, I honestly just needed this day to be over.

⛔️⛔️Sincere P.O.V.⛔️⛔️

I was laying on the couch wide awake starting at the ceiling. I couldn't even pin point the reason I was up I just couldn't sleep, my mind wouldn't take a break form the thoughts of my mother and my father. I heard whimpers and I instantly knew it was Amarhi. She didn't need to be alone right now so I got up off the couch and headed up stairs. I leaned against the doorway staring at her dark silhouette. I wasn't sure if she'd want me to stay or if she'd tell me to get out. I walked around the bed to the opposite side of her sitting down. I held her letting her cry on my shoulder, she fought it at first but soon gave in. "I'm so sorry I let this happen to you Marhi, I'm so sorry" I said pulling her closer to me. She looked at me through glossy eyes but didn't respond. I was fine with that though I didn't expect her to forgive me, I barely forgave myself. We stayed like that for the rest of the night, I made sure she was sound asleep before I followed suit staying in that same position.