Learning to Breath

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

Another update cause the other one was definitely boring but ya know 🤷🏾‍♀️.

⛔️⛔️King P.O.V.⛔️⛔️

I wasn't tryna distance myself from my sister but it seemed to be happening more and more. It wasn't her fault it was more so mine. I didn't know how to face her knowing that she probably blamed me for the whole thing. I was snatched out of my thoughts when my dad walked in. "Come downstairs" that's all he said before he walked back out. I sighed getting up and heading downstairs. It was him Sincere and my gran, I sat there and nobody said anything. "We gotta get her some therapy, that's the only thing I can come up with." My gran finally spoke and we all nodded in agreement. "We can't distance ourselves from her either." I heard Sincere say while looking at me, was this nigga really throwing shots. "You got summn you wanna say yo?" I asked "You know what... I do" he said and leaned back in his chair. "You need to act like you got a lil sister who just got raped son, you out here acting like a pussy, you couldn't even let ya dad know what was up." This nigga was starting to piss me off cause not once did anybody ask ME how I was feeling about my baby fucking sister getting raped. "Nigga you don't know what the fuck I'm going through so go head on with that bitch shit." I said getting up walking towards him. By now everybody was watching me. "Bitch, it ain't about how you feel you need to put yo fucking feelings on the back burner right now, you tryna make this shit about you, while ya baby sister up there struggling to figure out why anybody would do some shit like that to her." He yelled getting up out of his seat. "I need you to sit the fuck back down before I do the shit for you." I said to him, I wasn't the one to play with and with all these emotions I got he gone get hurt.

⛔️⛔️Trever P.O.V.⛔️⛔️

Me and my mom sat there watching this nonsense unfold. "Go stop them boy" I heard my mom whisper in my ear. I ain't even think I was gone stop them, Sincere had a point this ain't about nobody but Marhi right now. Sincere was sizing King up and my mom started pushing me up out my seat. "Y'all need to chill, King you know he right stop trynna start shit... AND BOTH OF YALL SIT THE FUCK DOWN." My voice boomed through the living room with my lady words. They both looked at me and King went and sat his ass down. Once King was fully seated Sin took a seat.

I went to go sit back down and caught a glance of Marhi sitting on the step. My mom caught on and went to get her. She brought Marhi down the steps and sat her next to me. "How you feeling baby girl?" I asked watching her cuddle into my mom. "Fine, are y'all done talking about me?" She said in a low voice only making eye contact with Sincere. "Baby we were just saying that ya should go to therapy" my mom said trying to reassure her. We went on with other conversation and I was honestly just glad she had come out of her room.

✨>>> 2 WEEKS LATER<<< ✨

⛔️⛔️Marhi P.O.V.⛔️⛔️

I had been going to school for about a week and it was now Friday.I hadn't been feeling good, I was throwing up all the time,  and I wasn't really talking to anybody. I was sitting in English class listening to Mr. Mitchel speak we were reading Salt to the Sea by Rita Sepetys. Monika was in this class with me and she already knew what happened she had came to check on me and I told her.

"Girl here come Malcom he bout to brighten ya day all the way up" Mon whispered to me. I playfully rolled my eyes as he came to sit by us. "Hey boo" he shot in my direction I looked at Mon and she laughed. She mouthed "he talking to you" I looked around a little bit more before looking at him and pointing to myself in a questioning way. "Yea, you" he said smirking at me. Oh now he want me, but a couple weeks ago all he wanted was my pencil. I ain't pay him not attention and went back to paying attention to the teacher. "Girl he tryn get up on it you better lock that down for I pop it lock it and put em in my pocket" we both bust out laughing this girl was really something. "You can have him girl I'm not even stressin him." Our conversation died down and soon enough class was over that was the last class of the day so me and Mon headed towards Sincere's car. King and I's relationship was really being affected by what happened so much. He barely even speaks to me and it hurts to think I'm the reason for it. Me and Sincere were spending more time together though I found out he was 18 and he does online school and after he got settled he would enroll here at Van Nuys. He didn't have any siblings. He was mixed with Hawaiian and African American. I learned other stuff about him too.