Different Paths (Reylo ff) //Finished

Kylo

"Supreme Leader?"
"What do you want, General Hux?"
"We have found out, that the Resistance is building up a new base on Naboo."
"Naboo?"
"Indeed. But part of the Resistance seems to be on Jakku. There must be something going on."
"Thank you for that information. Keep tracking them. Now leave."

I walked over to Vader's mask. I looked at it. Touched it. Let go of it. There was a disturbance in the force. I felt it. Something was not ok at all. Did it have to do with Rey? Damn, I told myself, not everything is about that scavenger girl, who hasn't even got a teacher! But I couldn't stop thinking about her.

For the first time ever since turning to the dark side I felt alone. Extremely alone. Sitting there, on a ship that contained thousands of Stormtroopers and many generals. I was the Supreme Leader. Had to command them all. Every mistake that came from my orders was my mistake. Why? Why did I scream at General Hux telling him I was the Supreme Leader? A big mistake. One of my big mistakes.

Stop thinking about the past! , I told myself , let go of it! I had to think about the future. About what we were going to do to get rid of the Resistance, restore peace in the galaxy. And I had to think about bringing balance to the force. Damn, nobody at my side knew anything about the force! And the last one who did got killed - by myself! I hesitated. Snokes last words were that I shall kill my true enemy - I killed him. My true enemy...

Suddenly I felt a big pain coming directly from my heart. I couldn't stand it, I had to sit down. As I closed my eyes I heard the voice of Snoke: search your feelings, Ren. So I did, but what I felt wasn't what I wanted to feel at all...