Different Paths (Reylo ff) //Finished

Rey

I had managed to get out of Kylos roundabouts, was running back to the ruined ship. I felt really sorry, but General Leia had to wait.

Out of nowhere, Kylo suddenly stood right in front of me - and in front of the entrance to the ship.

"Whatcha gonna do now?", he said with an evil smile.

"Any of your business?", I replied angrily.

"Indeed.", he said calmly. I was feeling how he was trying to knock me out via the force. But I couldn't let that happen. So I thought about a block that stopped him from doing so. Weirdly, it worked immediately. I couldn't feel him trying anymore. What did I do? And at the same time, he got knocked out and fell onto the ground. This instinctively reminded me of our first encounter, or you could call it second, when he was with me in the interrogation room. The same thing happened there. Only on a much lower level. I didn't get this at all! Why, if I think about what I want to happen, does whatever Kylo is trying to do to me backfire at him? Without me actually doing anything!

Ben was right. I needed a teacher. But again he was wrong. I didn't need the teacher to be a proper Jedi, I needed the teacher to answer my questions. Which again, without my questions being answered I couldn't understand what was going on with the force, and I couldn't be a proper Jedi. Damn, why are things so complicated sometimes?!

I looked down at him. In some way he was cute though... ok! Don't think that way!, I told myself. He is a monster. Your enemy. He is trying to turn you to the dark side.

Now that he was knocked out, it was my chance to do whatever I wanted to.