The Land God new room mate (Tomoe Love Story)

The Experiments

Authors note: Hi guys sorry I haven't been updating, it has just been crazy around here I'm moving to a different country soon getting all of that in order, it became really time consuming. 

Your Pov

I have read every book and they all involved some form of brutal death  [oh boy, this is going to be harder than I though, is there no other way than offing myself?] you thought to myself, today is one of those rare days where you had the shrine all to yourself while the others are at a god/goddess meeting, and since you are human you weren't invited (what a surprise). Right now you were going through the other books you have collected this morning and still every single one of them is another sort of death and you were not interested in those. You have made two pile of books the most being about death and one with a lot of magical spells. You smile to yourself as you read through the book [ok this looks promising, but I think I might need to get some volunteers] you thought as you sneak into Namami's room and take her stuff animal collection.

(author note: just to let you know these spells are made up and are only used for the purpose of this story. I am sorry if this is not the correct way in becoming a yokai I swear I tried doing research on it but nothing gave me a clear answer, so I have made up my own way.)

You draw a circle with a triangle in it to start the spell, you put a little purple narwhal teddy in the triangle and took a few steps back before reciting the first spell. "oh heavy thunder from above grand my wish to be a spirit of the beyond"  you finished chanting and a lighting bold struck the teddy bear turning it into ash, you yelp and jump back a bit [oh crap Namami is going to kill me, I wonder what happened should it be a live person ?] you thought and decided to do more research in the area after you have completed you research it turns out it didn't matter if the object is alive or not anything can become a yokai if it is willed to be so. 

Ok try number two this time the sacrifice is a blue little monkey you put the stuff animal in the triangle took a few steps back and recited the second spell "water to fire, air to earth make me a spirit of mother earth" You finished as the floor boards cracked open and dragged the monkey down and closed up again, you eyes pop out of your head as you sank to your knees with your head down [no wonder there is only one book about spells it doesn't work] you thought in frustration. You looked at the clock in two hours they will be back and you promise them dinner would be waiting for them (Tomoe decided to skip dinner that evening).

This is my last change you went through the book and skip all of them that required a living sacrifice, no matter how desperate you are you will never take the life of another. You found another spell, this is it, must be it if it is not then that's it, you have tried all the other spell and so far it ending in the stuff animals exploding, disappearing  or get swallow up by the earth, and yet there are still a few hundred teddies left [how does she collect all of these thing, when does she collect all of these teddies] you thought sweat dropping at the idea of Tomoe going shopping and carrying an arm full of teddies, you could see Mizuki doing it, he would probably love it.  Shaking yourself out of your weird daydreams you focused on the last spell you put a white and pink unicorn teddy in the triangle, stepped back and recited the last spell in the book "From north to south, east to west make me walk along the dead" you finished and as you expected the teddy got swollen up by another weird portal thing [ugh why is this so hard] you thought throwing the book to the other side of the bed, lying on the floor you notice something shiny in the corner of your eye, sitting up you notice it being the little blue butterfly "hey little blue what are you doing back here?" you asked your new little friend you notice the butterfly sitting on one of the books "yeah I haven't figure it out the spell book was useless and the others want me to kill myself, I don't think becoming a yokia would be such a great idea little blue" you told the butterfly, who seemed to ignore you, which got you irritated picking up the nearest book you threw it at the butterfly who easily dodge it "stop ignoring me!" you yelled at the butterfly the next thing you heard was a little thump, you looked and notice one of the books fell on the floor picking it up and putting it back on your bed, you decided it was time to prepare dinner for everyone as you turned away you hear another thump looking back you notice the same book has fallen on the floor and this time little blue has started opening it and going through the pages before stopping [that is not freaky at all] you thought to yourself before picking up the book looking at the butterfly who now flew out the window and out of your sight, going back to the book you started reading the pages and with every sentence your eyes widen and you mouth agape as you continued reading the sentence a human can become a spirit yokai, when they life is taken by the yokai they love...

The book fell from your hands as you started shaking about the idea of Tomoe killing you.

[this is not a good idea, how could little blue even think this is the best idea, maybe this is the only way] you thought shaking your head [this is stupid I can't go through with this] you finished your last thought as the doors open up and you heard your friends entering the shrine complaining about food and how boring the meeting was, you went out to greet them all and as you lock your eyes with Tomoe only one thought cross your mind.

[or could I...]