Unfixable

Chapter 1

it's monday morning and I'm walking down the street at seven am, The LA sun shining on my skin, God knows I need it, being cooped up in the studio has me, as Frankie says, looking like a vampire. Jai says I work to hard which is when I tell him I love him and sign out of the video chat.

not wanting another lecture, I get enough of those from my mother. I haven't seen any of my friends and family for about five months and its killing me. especially since I haven't gone to see grandpa. but he says I'm living my dream and that's all that matters to him because I'm happy, he says not to worry about him. but mom says he's getting worse....

I pull open the door to the studio where the crews are buzzing around getting things ready for the first scene of the day. it's such a familiar sight now, and one that oddly enough makes me happy. I don't care what anyone says, I love working on Nickelodeon, it reminds me of where I started, as Cat Valentine. I smile at the memory of my first audition for Victorious, being so nervous and shaking till my bones ached, of course Liz was right beside of me which made me feel better, but she was scared out of her wits too.

"Ariana's here!" I hear a shout echo around the set and then people zoom by and pull me to my makeup table. They rub makeup all over my body to make my skin tanner then it is now days, glue false eyelashes to my eyelids and apply blush to my cheeks, one of the new interns goes to grab my red wig while the rest finish up my eye makeup.

I pick up my phone to check Twitter and look through my mentions, my fans are the most random and weird people I swear, but I love them to death. they make m smile, j an I think I can honestly at that there saved my life, and can't be more grateful to them for that. I hear a shriek and turn my head to look across the set where everyone else's eyes are bulging out at something. The interns mouth is wide open, standing next to one of the special golf carts things we use to drive around in,  and she's staring at something on the ground, she picks it up and I see my red wig mangled and dangling from her hand. Apollo, The hairdresser runs over to her and yells at her as she stares at the ground. he rips the wig out of her hand, and stomps back over to me shaking his head.

"What are we going to do now?" Apollo says holding it in front of my face, panicking.

"I don't know...I mean there's no way we can dye my hair red again" I laugh joking

The hairdressers eyes light up and he shoots a beaming smile at me.

"Apollo...No...." I shake my head, he's always trying to get me to dye my hair my old signature red again, I have no idea why.

"But Ariiiii" he urges

"I said no" I say sternly an look back at my phone screen.

"Please, just this once, for me"

"Apollo, you kno-" I begin  bottom lip pops out and he gives me his big blue puppy eyes

"Okay...fine...." I throw my hands in the air giving up

"Oh my God yayyyyyy!!" Apollo jumps up and down clapping his hands together, then runs the other direction.

I laugh at him, amused by his enthusiasm, I pick my phone back up and unlock it to see a text from Frankie, I go to open it when a caramel colored hands takes my phone out of my hand and puts it back down on the table.

"Heyyy" I  look up at Apollo who now has the bottled red dye in his hand

"Don't hey me young lady, I need your head straight so I don't get the dye in your pretty Brown eyes" he says with a bit of sass while putting the gloves on.

I laugh and sit back in my chair and try to keep my eyes open as Apollo transforms my brunette hair back into red velvet