chapter 2

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look in the mirror, stunned at my hair, I remember it being this color just last year or so, but it just feels so different now, I feel different.... I can also see the bags under my eyes underneath the layers of make up that also covers my pale skin. I'm as white as Liz now, well, almost..... I look down at the white makeup table by I'm leaning on so I don't have to look at myself in the mirror anymore

"Hey Cat" I jump when I here a voice behind me, I turn around to see my blonde friend

"Hi" I laugh as a reply, my heart still racing from the scare

"Oh my God look at your hair" Jennette walks over to me

"I know....."

"You don't like it?" She asks

"I'm not really sure" I reply looking her in the eyes

"It looks fine, don't worry" she says grabbing a curly red strand "well they're waiting for us on set" she pats shoulder then walks out of my dressing room

I follow her out a few seconds later and meet her and Cameron on set

"Hey Cam" I say getting Into position. He smiles at me as a response as Dan yells action and  j transform Musharraf interior this perky and happy character I know I could never be tin readily life anymore........

After the first three scenes I go to take a seat at my chair as Jennette and Cameron film a scene I'm not in. I yawn and pick my phone out of my pocket to check the text from Frankie as it dies.

"Crap" I whisper to myself. I forgot to plug it in when I was writing a song last night. I'm such an idiot, it could be something really important. My mind immediately goes to the worst places, Maybe it's grandpa, oh God is he okay. Maybe he's back in the hospital. My breaths gets stuck in my throat and I start hyperventilating, I can feel must panicking more and more but I can't help it as my brain keeps throwing the worst assumptions and thoughts at me until I can't breath at Alonso matter how hard I try

"Ari....Ari oh my god what's wrong!" I can hear a barely hear a voice call out. and the next thing I know I fall to the ground and then black nothingness surrounds me

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