Dedicated to my Mama Selvie
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Ma I'm not okay
Clear tears linger on my face
Ma I did wrong
Guilt is in me for too long
Ma can I hug you
I really wish I'm with you
If I can just run up to you
Cause I yearn you, I miss you, I need you
They're showing concerned faces
But I'm still wrecked like broken vases
Cause theres no one who can replace
The warmth you give that sets my pace
Ma my nose is red
Tear drops are on my bed
No solution is on my head
Even considered being dead
I want to run away
Forget it and just say
"I've regreted that day"
So come what may
I wish I can be
The idiots in the movie
That says "all is well"
If only I could tell
But still pretends I'm okay
Hides my tears and just display
No emotion, if you can see
I can fool even me
Now it is the end
Thank you for the ears you've lend
After crying my heart
Now is a new start.
