His smile is my nightmare
it is genuine and happy
His voice is my alarm
For in comming danger
His happiness is my agony
Cause it cannot be with me
his laughter is my insecurity
cause the reason was never me
I was there in every second
But I was never the champion
I was always the first pick
But never the last decision
I always wonder
if i was ever enough
Because i always feel empty
And lacking for your love
His happiness is my torture
Like a sickness with no cure
In sea of emotions i drown
Can't swim, I'm stuck deep down
We tend to look for something
we dont really have
Maybe that is the reason
Why I'm looking for affection
And all the other things yo have
Cause i never really had
something to grab
Like the clouds in the sky
I wonder with no direction
I pass through places
People of various faces
But i can't seem to find you
The one thing i seach for
When tempered water
Evaporates from trees
And everything trapped
Turns pitch black
I hope and i pray
For you to be there
Enjoying the rain
Feeling every pour of my tears
And embracing all my fears
Though i came this far
I Knew it from the start
But please...
Dont break my heart
