This is dedicated to Juana Rej De Jesus heheh
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I am hurt because of you
My chest is heavy my mind is black
I want to scream to hurt you too
But I'm not entitled to anything nor you
Then I am hurt because of you
You once again shouted how unworthy I am
How I am never, the one you will love
How I , would always be, none of the above
Again I am hurt because of you
You again neglected my feelings for you
How you threw my heart on a silver plate
And how you crushed with your feet my very last faith
Then I am hurt because of you
Why am I the only one you always hurt?
How can you smile to everyone but me?
How can you treat me less than a dirt?
Then I am hurt because of you
Like the other day you once again don't know
How? how could you be so senseless?
You can kill me, even when you're clueless
Then I am hurt because of you
For that simple word you did not say
How I would wait for a "thank you" a "sorry" a "see you"
Even just those because it's enough that I love you
And I am hurt because of you
You can walk right pass me in the street
When I have waited hours to greet you luck
You deprived me of a second and that really sucks
Once again I am hurt because of you
And I am hurt and hurt again
Through days that pass it's always just pain
And it always hurt me to stand up sane
And I am hurt because of you
God knows how I want to hurt you too
But he also knew that I'm a hopless case
Because I can't even lay a finger on your face
Then I am hurt because of you
Sometimes I ask myself if this can be true
How I, can love you than anyone else
And how you, had me helpless lying like a mess
Then I am hurt because of me
I hate myself for loving you
Why can't I love me and me instead
Then put myself first and just look ahead
But I will always be hurt by you
Because you are you no less no more
You are my love, my sky, my shore
My pain, my one and only, the hurt I adore
