Every Time It Rains // L.H.

Part 1

"No I don't want to go to the mall Steph!" I tell my best friend. Even though I knew I was going to end up going anyways. Steph and I shared a loft. We both in a way had to leave our families due to hatred issues. So at the age of seventeen we both rented a loft together got jobs and started our lives. We had to drop out of high school Senior year, but luckily we both ended up getting our GED's. Now we are both 19. 

"Come on! It will be fun Lily!!" Reluctantly I got up, changed into skinny jeans, a band shirt to I dont know who, and black converse. We both walk out of the loft, and got into my car. 

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"Okay Lily come out!" Steph had stuck me in the dressing room with nothing but a tiny dress and black stilettos. I walked out showing more skin than i wanted to. Then some boy walked over and whistled.

"Go away you loser!" I yell at him. he backs off and I go back into the dressing room to change. When I come out to my NOT surprise Steph had already bought the slutty outfit for me.

"What? We are going to a party tonight!" 

"What! Who's?" I ask somewhat pissed she didn't clear this with me.

"Calum's!" oh. Her Boyfriend's party.

We walked out of the mall and into the car, we decided to be dressed into our party outfits we got, we went to eat at some café for dinner and walked to the party. As soon as we got there it started to rain.

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"Hey Babe!" Steph says to Calum, who so obviously checks her out as she walks toward him to give him a kiss.

"Oh, Hey Lily, my mates are here if you want to go hang out with them, except one had to leave." Calum tells me.

"Thanks but I have to go, I just got a call from my mum." I lie. Even though I hated that woman's guts.

"Will you be okay?" Steph asks, shes the only one who knew my childhood history. I nod. Then Leave. But she knew that my mom didn't really call me, she knew i was going to have flashbacks of my childhood, it isn't something I can control though. I just had to leave and she got that i needed to be alone. I rushed out of the room and I realized that i had no idea where we were and we had decided to walk.

Fuck. But I didn't want to have an episode in front of a party, so without giving a shit i took off my heels and ran into the rain. I started crying, remembering everything. The beatings, the raping, the bullying. It all came back. I had been running for about ten minutes and I was now completely soaked. When I slammed into someone. I already knew who it was going to be. The tall, blonde, blue eyed boy, that coincidentally was always there was it was raining. But he had caught me this time in a huge mess.