Bell - I refuse to be a damsel because I'm a damn Queen!

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What the hell is happening? First, my little sister and I are out for our evening walk and next thing we know we are living in a nightmare. How did my life go from being engaged to one of the richest men in town and the answer to our worries to living what seems to be underground with creatures I have never seen before? Creatures that are made from nightmares and stories, how can these be real, why do we not know about them? Am I just trapped in a nightmare that I can't escape? I almost can't take the violence and abuse in, it is unlike anything I have ever seen. People being ripped apart, others being used to play with. Murdering without a single person batting an eye. Humans in chains fed uncooked meat, sleeping on the ground. No toilets or baths. How long have we even been here I lost count a long time ago? Now this guy, this demon wants me to be his sex slave?! Telling me I have to do everything he wants or I get tortured.

You need to do this Bell, you are a survivor this will not be the thing to break you! I try to encourage myself. I have gone through so much in my life already. Learning long ago to never show them if they hurt you. Do not trust anyone and never give someone your heart, never let them see you weak. Do not give them the satisfaction of knowing they can get to you. Julie. I need to keep her safe and if becoming this man – this demons sex slave keeps her safe, I will do it. I would do anything. She is too fragile to make it out of this alive. Soft-hearted like mum was but fragile minded enough to never recover.

I will be okay, I am a pro. Fake it till you make it – the story of my life. I have been around bigwigs and held my composure under pressure. I have survived this place so far and cared for my little sister. I have handled the abuse, the hunger. I remember that I threw up once in the beginning and paid for it brutally and now I can handle the dead bodies, the starvation and much more keeping the little food I have had down because being that useless meant Julie had to do everything, and she struggled with it all mentally.

I must admit to myself though that it doesn't hurt to look at this guy. He is perfection, a prime example of male DNA, buff and toned. A light dusting of golden brown hair on his chest, the sexy trail of hair going down to his groin. Wearing ironically, an old leather hell's Angel waistcoat, alongside black leather strapped denim's, with lacing up each outer leg from hip to heel showing tantalising glimpses of well-muscled thighs and leg straining against the lacing. In this get up you would expect black biker boots, but no, instead it was a look completed with bare feet, blood and gore spattered as much as the bottom third of his denim's. His face, dark red eyes framed with impossibly long brown eyelashes. A sharp jaw with the making of a beard outlining his perfect face and setting the frame for the small horns that wrap around the sides of his head. Black horns that curl around and up and wow do I want to touch one. Feel their texture, taste them, and touch them. Touch and taste him while I am at it and now my thoughts are wandering to images of me doing just that.

Being in this place has changed me, I'm harder, tougher and a fighter. The world isn't as black and white as it was anymore. Things that should disturb me barely make me bat an eyelash. Yes he is a Demon, yes he is a monster and he just had another demon shredded but he has power, he could keep us safe. Or at least as safe as you can be when dealing with a demon. I don't expect him to fall in love with me, this is just another business transaction. More importantly, though, Julie will be away from him and that is all that really matters to me, keeping her safe. I would die to keep her safe, having sex with another demon isn't that much of a leap for me anymore. It's a business deal, and I am...was a businesswoman before all this happened.

Stop stalling and get on with it! I berate myself. One step at a time, I have to actually accept his terms first. He wants me to speak to him honestly and this will be the only chance I get to do just that, I stare at my sister and whisper to her not to talk, not to move or disagree with anything I say. I tell her to do as he says no matter what and we might make it home somehow. That I will get her home. I look back to the sexy demon, take a step away from Julie but closer to the Demon Lord and gather my courage. I pray I say the right things and don't fuck this up royally.

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