23/1/2018, 02:09 am
Do you ever feel like you want to tell someone you love them so much, but you're scared of rejection?
Well that's how I felt today.
I pushed that feeling away and went up to Jason, one of my close friends. I told him about my feelings towards him and he didn't return my feelings.
It didn't hurt.
I somehow thought that maybe he would tell me that I'm nothing more than a friend, but he went on saying that I'm not his type, that I'm not the girlfriend material for him.
It went by in a blur. I can remember what we said, but I can't remember him or me.
It's like some sort of dream.
I thought I'd feel sharp pain at his rejection, but I didn't feel anything at all.
It was weird, the feelings I felt were weird.
I think you can say I became immune to pain.
That's actually what happens when you experience the pain of cancer.
You become immune to any other type of pain.
Because, it's irrelevant besides the monster crawling in your veins.
YOU ARE READING
One Last Miracle
Short StoryDying. That's how she is. Dying. -- Miracles happen and one of them is the desire to write her thoughts in a worn out copybook. So she does and she hopes when she's gone, anyone would find it. That's the only way to ensure she won't be forgotten.
