Solace - Niall Horan

Chapter Four - One Question

CHAPTER FOUR:

I bought five sodas, all in can and of course, I paid for the expenses they'd say so. I feel bad for myself that they're doing this to me. What am I doing? I should stand up for myself but I can't. I can't do it because they're too strong. They're boys. They can do anything to hurt me and I'm not as powerful at them. I can't even look at them directly in the eye.

Before I went here in the canteen, I saw Niall shaking his head to me and he's mouthing something I can't understand. But I didn't ask because I'm too mad at him. He's a liar, I shouldn't believe in him. I almost thought that he's not like them, but then he just proved me that he's same.

I went back to where they are and Michael immediately grabbed the plastic bag on my hands. I rubbed me hand as I look down, it hurts when he grabbed the plastic from me and there's even a bruise forming.

"You're so sweet," Ashton mocked at me and I hear everyone chuckling. My heart hurts and I could feel tears brimming on my eyes.

I watch Michael as he passes everyone their drink and open it. I feel like my feet are glued in my position, I can't move. Everyone drink and Calum looked at me. He smirked.

"You wanna drink?" he says sarcastically as he raises his brows. I shook my head no and he chuckled. "We'll then, I'll just give you a bath." he smirked.

I feel the cold drink pour from my head. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I watched my white shirt being soaked and turn into light shade of brown. They laughed at me and I felt someone pushed me and I stumbled.

My back hit the wall and it hurts so much. I fixed my posture as I wipe the tears from my eyes.

"You're so clumsy," Luke yelled at my ear but I didn't look at him. I can't look at them. I'm so hurt and embarrassed at the same time. "And ugly,"

I cupped my face and now I'm really sobbing. I slide from the wall and now I'm sitting on the floor, hugging my legs. This hurts too much. No one is willing to help me from these guys. People are just passing near us but they don't give a damn on what's happening around them.

Even the guidance counselor and the dean don't care. I told them about this once but they tell me they don't believe. And I know these guys are giving them tip so that they won't get kicked out from school. They're rich kids; they can do everything they want because of their wealth.

"Come on guys, she's just waste of time," I hear Michael and everyone agreed. "Aren't you coming?"

I frowned, still cupping my. Who is he talking to? I'm sure that it wasn't me because he doesn’t talk to me like that.

"No, I forgot something. I'm gonna get it first," I heard Niall then their shoes made squeaking sounds and I know they're leaving now.

I glanced and see someone's feet in front of me. I shakily sigh and l looked up to meet this Irish man's blue eyes. He's giving me a hand but I just looked away.