It's my life

Love am I right?

I feel ao lonely sometimes.Not in a sense that I have no one around me but I don't really have...love affections as in partner love affection.If I'm in a relationship I want it to be taken seriously and have enough commitment for affection that only two partners would give each other.But so far I didn't have that.I see a bunch of people get that and around my age but me...well I'm not allowed to date anyone.I dated in secret a few times but we couldn't give that affection we wanted since we were scared of my parents seeing us.I sometimes crafe for that affection and it's making me lose my mind even more.Why aren't I just a normal girl with normal problems.Not depression,anger issues,cutting,drama and family problems.All I need right now is someone that will be there to cheer me up or just be there and stay with me while I grieve.Welp enough of that.It's 22:36 and I've got other stuff I still need to do(witch would be easier if my parents would just go to bed).Anyway hope you have a splendid time and if you need someone to listen to you or want advice I'm here to help you and you can get other help.There are many people out there who can help you,you just need to find that person and you will.As long as you keep trying

Thank you for reading

I love you all

Your not alone.

We all will help you

Bye