There it is...again.Always taking it away.I almost ALMOST had a full day where I was completely happy.Then depression struck again!That's just great I mean I have this feelimg everyday but not always for a particular reason.
Sometimes I have a reason to feel this way and sometimes I don't.I just feel like I wanna cry in my pillow the whole night and eat a pound of ice cream watching a sad movie.I hate it when my brain does this.It makes me contemplate everything in life and life itself cause I have no FUCKEN idea what life's for.Why are we here?Should we be here?Is this the only place you can be?
Of course not.It's just my brain trying to find any possible way to make me misrable.I deserve it though.From what I did to my friends and family I deserve it all.I deserve a lot more cruelty than this.
It makes me confused sometimes if I actually hate myself.I mena if my brain is trying to make me miserable than I don't hate myself but I do because my brain does it.That means my brain hates me and that means I hate me.
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RandomSo this is kinda my new diary.Although technically not.Cause one of my friends follow me and might read this.(Remember I'm watching you!)So nothing TOO personal will be written in here.Get to know me better by reading this!Ps.I will.answer.questions...
