So this is kinda my new diary.Although technically not.Cause one of my friends follow me and might read this.(Remember I'm watching you!)So nothing TOO personal will be written in here.Get to know me better by reading this!Ps.I will.answer.questions...
I have set a QUEST for myself!I shall concor the demons of negativity and self doupt!I do not know if I'll return but I must try! (This is not my art)
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It'll be tough,ruf and most probably brutal!No fear though.I got friends to help me(Like three)through my journey.Jack has given me inspiration to try today after one of his videos.(P.s. my fav youtuber!)
If you want I could make a separate book that has no negativity and words for people who's having a bad day and need some encouragement.I really want to help and I feel like I actually can now!I will of course still be upset and depressed some days(because depression doesn't just disappear one day)
But that's ok!I will try to flimb that saddle again and again AND AGAIN.I will fall everytime but I can try to maintain the balance to stay on longer.People will push me off and sometimes I'll just fall off myself because I think I should but then the muddy ground of realization will tell me "HUMAN.STAY DETERMAND(I purposely spelled it rong)YOUR BUTT WHAT'S THAT SADDLE...IT NEEDZ DAT SATTLE."
And I think to myself.'Your right ground!I should give the booty what it wants...beeeeeeeeeerrrr!Oh and positivy.
So yeah if you want me to make that separate book just say so.(I'll still make it if nobody tells me to.)And if you wanna read it it'll be called...
RETURN THE ASS TO THE SADDLE...
JK
It's actually gonna be called:
Words for broken souls.
It may sound corny but I don't care I can do what I fucking what and some of the most weak seeming weapons are the strongest
Backstory(Sorry if this chapters all over the place I got a bunch of ideas that I can't put in separate chapters or it won't make sense.)
Anyway
Backstory
When I was a little younger...about 10...11ish I wanted to be a therapist.I wanted to help people come over the things I couldn't and prevent any thing to happen before it's too late.Like with me.I couldn't get help before and I still can't so now I want other kids and adults to have that opportunity since I know how hard it is
I kimda stopped thinking about it since I found out I could do animations for a job.So me and my friend(DEDE!×3)made a plan for when wheir older we will life together and make yourube videos for a living gaming,vlogs,pranks,animations and other stuff like that in separate channels so you can choose witch you'd like to watch
And now I want to make one for myself
(Dede you can join if you want)
Where I'll be live streaming every once in a while and ask the audience to ask questions about their problems and how they can fix it.I know I'm not an expert but I've been through most of these tipe of situations...so you can call it experienced expert or something like that.I do how ever still advise you to see a therapist if the following is happening to you
